김희진's.

@ abandonedsoul-s!

2010-08-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

Click on the photo and you'll be directed to my new link :) ! Keeping this blog for all old posts!

I can’t promise to fix all your problems, but I can promise you won’t have to face them alone.

2010-08-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hiiii ~ Sorry for not posting for so long! Like 6 days :/? Hehehe. So yeah , am back to post. Will not post in detail cause i cannot actually remember everything i did within this 6 days in detail too. So yeah.

Out with Frena & Xiuf on Sunday! Awesomeee. Fixed my baby blackberry ^^! Met with Xiuf > Ion > Paragon (wanted to go fareast but we ended up in Paragon so ye just let it be) > Fixed bb > Mac store to play with macbooks and etc > Fareast > Met with Frena , trained to Somerset > Cotton On > F21 (I LOVE THE CLOTHES THERE. ESPECIALLY THAT TANK. ARGHHH I'M STILL THINKING OF IT OMG :( ) > HMV!!!!!!!! So many albums that i want :( :( :( :( > Dinner @ LJS. But i had KFC Eggtarts :$. > Bugis > Bugis street > Home!

Monday till now , idk and i don't care. Seriously forgotten! Dance rehearsal on Wednesday , got my reebok hightops! It's Yellowwwww , like super bright one pleaseee. I like it! (Y) Went to Sceience centre today , overall was boring , but i like being hyper on the bus! But when we went there , me wynne and mao was like lying on each other and sleeping. Hehe.

Petal macs with Qqh , Wynne and Qhairun after the trip! Thanks qqh for the friesss , studied maths alittle with qqh and wynne then home :).

Alright , it's already 00:00 ! Shall turn in soon :). A few more hours and i'm gonna be up on the school stage performing! So nervous :/ :/ :/ :/. Pray that we won't have any mistakes then! HWAITING! Annyong ~~

I like my hair color here!!!

Sorry random!

My hightops! Sorry lq pix cause use phone take one , lazy to use with camera. Hehehe.

True love's a gift.

2010-07-31T12:59:00.002+08:00

Any man can love a million girls, but it takes a real man to love a girl in a million ways. -raindropsonredroses.

Gonna go for tuition later , have to prepare first. Off to tamp after tuition :D! Can't wait for tmrw!!! Out to town with Baby Frena and Xiufang poo ! Gonna take alot of pix and send my blackberry for warranty @ paragon too :). Bye loves ♥ !

Train.

2010-07-30T23:43:00.006+08:00

Note : I don't own a polaroid ok, it's Frena's one :).

Hiiii my comp's very laggy now :(. Cause i'm uploading like hundreds of photos taken during 2AM's showcase into facebook cause i need to clear my camera + comp space. All my SHINee fancams + fanphotos already take up ALOT of space especially all the videos ~ But i won't upload them on fb cause i'm selfish! I don't share my bias one. Hehehe. Kwhatever.

This week has been really packed for me , almost the whole week i've been tied down to dance ~_~. Monday , dance. Tuesday , auditions. Wednesday , nothing(?). Thursday , dance. Friday, dance. Ok, so basically almost everything that comes out of my mouth will be DANCE. Alright , so there's no stretchings or any dance that has to be learned today but it was farewell party for the seniors :). Sugar rushhhhh. Hehehe. Went home after that.

Had dinner with ♥ just now :). Uploaded tons of photos into fb today. Gonna continue uploading those that i haven't upload tmrw. 2AM Showcase ones are already up too :).

Bits and pieces albums. 2AM Showcase.

(^ Just click and you'll get to the album. Please credit me if you're using the photos for the showcase thanks :).)

Alright , bye :).

Beautiful girls all over the world.

2010-07-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

Passed the auditions. No comments. Super pissed now. My blackberry even died on me. Fml . Bye.

Inception.

2010-07-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

Inception yesterday with Sean , Qqh and Xiufang. Thanks Qqh for the free tix! And also got my kyujong name tag , thanks kkt! Inception's cool , scary , boring. Rated 4/5 :). I would rather myself to watch Despicable me! Hehe. Sorry i'm in love with the cute little girl in the movie :$ .

Lessons today are nicee. Especially home econ! Made banana walnut muffins. But i didn't put the walnuts in cause i hate them , turn out okayokay. But i think me and Xiuf's one is the best ok! I'm serious :D. Hehehe. Dance practice with the stunners after school , about 4-5 hours of practice. Almost died. But it's rather productive cause we learned all the songs already. And i know how to dance Without U already!!!!!-happy-

Legs are hurting like shit now :(. Alright , bye people. Not gonna be on for the next few days if there's tons of work to do :). Stay tune!

Anyw , tmrw's our dance audition. Wish us luck okkkk! Hwaiting!

Thestunners.

2010-07-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

Didn't attend school today due to the heavy downpour and partly cause of my irregular heartbeat (that sucks). Using my laptop now , idk what happened to bro's , just kept hanging , so i have to use mine!

Dance practice yesterday was fab! Ate in school with Xiuf and Miao then went to the dance studio ^^. Changed inside and started learning Wedding Dress. Had so much fun during pratice! Made up with our positioning and everything , learnt our starting songs and Wedding dress! Wedding dress wasn't as hard as i expected , it's kinda easy , it just seems hard. Haha , all the hardwork goes to Aliyah!

So , we had to learn our Again and again part first , so Aliyah was figuring it out and we're supposed to train our Wedding dress , but me and Qhairun dance along to Again and Again! HAHA HAD SO MUCH FUN! Then they cannot stand us already and they stopped the song :(. And the most wtf thing is we're damn random and we will suddenly shout "Jai ho!" then we do the indian thingy move. Kekeke. Went home at 6plus ~ Now , we've got to pray that we can pass the auditions and we can get to go to New York!

Stunners Hwaiting!

Powerhouseeee.

2010-07-20T19:59:00.003+08:00

Powerhouse!
(Click to view photos ^^ . !)

Trip to Powerhouse today was super boringgggg -_____-! Macs with Xiuf after the trip , got two Koreans noticed us! HAHA They read out what we wrote! Okkkkhi. 2 PSP and 1 phone got stolen in class today. Ass please. Go die la thief , i give you paper one la tsk. Pity you. Must go steal one?!?! People's thing is their parents use their hard earned money to buy one pls , you steal theirs, you'll get retribution , and not only that , you're making them get scolded too. LOSER. Go dig a hole and live there la. Pfft. Haha kk byeee~~~

Dance training tmrw with the girls! Thanks Frena bby for lending me her hightop ^^! Can't waitttttttttt!!!!!

Lucifer.

2010-07-19T20:26:00.004+08:00

SHINee's Lucifer Album tracks released today ^^! SO NICE OKAY. Me and Xiufang scremed like ZOMG in the morning!!! HAHAHA -HYPER- ~~ Alright , had NEmation workshop today! Freezing cold in the lab okkkk. Me and Frena kept hugging each other! Will not have the time to update for this week till Friday / Saturday i guess.

Power house tmrw with class after school curriculum .
Dance training with all the awesome girls on Wednesday!
Science test on Thursday ~
Dance on Friday and perhaps dance training with the girls after that.
Saturday , tuition.
Sunday , shopping of Dance stuffs? Idk.

Busy week ahead. So stress :@ ~ ~~Off to update my mixpod with all the new album songs first!~~ (Updated already! All the songs at the front. Not using Shuffle playlist for the timebeing ^^.) Anyw , lessons today were really boring + sleepy for me. Just kept falling asleep. Okbye , have to study ^^. Hwaiting to all!

There's a comment thing below. Feel free to comment okie. Since idk what happened to my formspring it just suddenly went poof. And , lazy to make cbox and etc so okie that's all!

태민오빠! 생일축하합니다 ^^. 사랑해요 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡!

2010-07-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

안녕 ^^! It's currently 12 in Korea. So , Happy birthday my dear Taemin oppa !!! 생일축하합니다 !!!!!!!!!! Enjoy yourselves with your other oppas okkk ^^. Can't wait for SHINee's Comeback stage! Lucifer lucfier. Altho you didn't noticed me when you're in Singapore , i'm glad i saw you ^^! Kekeke. 사랑해요 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡! Study hard too ^o^! Come back to Singapore soon too , i miss SHINee :(! ~~~

"생일축하합니다.
생일축하합니다.
사랑하는 아태민 .
생일축하합니다 ~ !"

I hope i'm on time!

보고싶어요.

2010-07-17T14:09:00.006+08:00

Insufficient sleep :(! Kk , gonna go prepare for tuition later! Can't wait for NDP Celebration performance with 7fab girls! Dancing Wedding dress , Again and again , Do you remember and Tiktok mixed together ;). HELL YEAH.

LUCIFER LUCIFER LUCIFER. OH YEAH IT'S SHINee! Kekeke. Please don't comment on key's hair -____-. IT'S ANNOYING. You won't like it if i give negative comments on the people you love right , so just stfu :)

F-o-u-r-t-e-e-n :)

2010-07-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

Just a short update. Busy week , no , i'm busy almost everyday. Andrea requested me to blog , so i'm here. I've got nothing to blog about too. But i'm really happy :) . Happy that i'm finally improving! Hehehe. Jovina hwaiting!

The 14 for this month is definitely an exception for me. Mixed feelings. Overall , i'm satisfied :). Cheers to me! And happy belated birthday Tohxinmiao , i love youuuuuuu! Thanks for always being by my side and tolerating with all my nonsense + randomness everytime! Hehe.

And it's test week next week and two weeks time. I hate tests :( . And i totally screwed my Science Quiz today :(. Half of the class prolly screwed it. I might even get 0. (Y).
Okannyongbye ^^ ~

PLEASE HELP ME CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS THANKYOU :D.
I'll love you till i die if you help me get that 50bucks. Lol.

Eclipse.

2010-07-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome day out yesterday with awesome people ! And yesterday , i shall always remember it as , Typical Jovina day :D! Honored that it's typical me day , but typical me = blur + always late. Haha yesss. I was late :/ . And i'm so blur that some epic thing actually happened! LOL @ Myself.

So Qingqinghai gave us the tickets and when we went in , the movie just started. Watched Eclpise. 2hrsplus. Almost fell asleep in the theater. Didn't understand anything about it , and i'm pissed by all those girls who started squealing and etc when Jacob / Edward appeared -___- . Can't blame them. If it was key or any of my bias there , i would have screamed my lungs out. I'm very scared kkk , then i kept telling drea i scared! LOL . Movie ended then Sean went to collect the cake , Li Sen came. And blew cake and etc. What a joke , the candle flame went off , but we asked Miao to pretend the candle is lighted and blow it (LOL)

Ate and etc , proceeded to EHub!. Went to make Class Tee. Miao made her nails (Jealoussss) Went to arcade while they're doing it cause i'm really bored. Played Mario kart with Sean Qingqing and Xiuf , was last all the way , until i also don'tknow how i caught up with Sean and i won him! Haha . Wanted to jubeat , but only one machine -___- . Useless. A doraemon and pink panther caught my eyes ^o^ ~ I almost could have gotten the Pink Panther :( , overshot by two points. Grrr. Went to BBQ Chicken for dinner. Couldn't finish up my Chicken Cutlet. So big plate sial :( . Then they were playing Kpop songs!

(Looking at the photo now , i really want in again T-T. Lol)

I heard wookie's voice at first. Xiufang and Miao was at the vegetarian shop so ye. Then i tell all those there i heard wookie's voice , they all ask me who's ryeowook! Lol. Fail. Then after awhile , i eating halfway , then i heard bonamana , i straight hyper !!! HAHAHA. Then call Xiufang and tell her! Eat eat eat , then heard more kpop songs. Was hoping for SHINee's one , then suddenly Love ya!!!! -HYPERHYPERHYPER- ~~~~ !!!! :D We took 1hr plus there eating! But the food there's awesome! Got 4 Wonder Girls bookmark too ~ Giving two to Qhairun!

After dinner , went for neoprints! At that time there's only Mao Andrea Yoga Qingqinghai Lisen Xiufang and Me! Daebak ~~~ Everytime when it's very late , only left like 2 or 3 people. And this time , it's the most people attending (Y) . Exclude last year's class chalet which was more daebak. After neo , trained back home! Alighted at Eunos , hahaha. LAUGHED LIKE HELL THERE. SO FUNNY. THANKS TO MY FAIL. I thought Paya Lebar was before Eunos , so i was like asking Drea and Yoga to alight , alight then went to see the board , then we realised next is Paya Lebar! LOLOLOLOLOLOL. FAIL. Sorry :( ! HAHAHA. K , then took bus back with Qingqing! Reached home at 11plus :) .

Overall , i love yesterday! And the awesomest thing is , i unlocked Yoga's iPhoneusing one try! Everyone try like mad one , then i first try unlocked already :D :D :D . Kekekekeke. I'm a genius!!!

So long~ Can't wait for Class tee to arrive (it's pink!) and September's Classouting and EOY Class Chalet! Gonna be awesome ~~ Alright , wait for me to be back! Stay tuned! Bye ^o^ !

3E3!

2010-07-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hi it's 1:44AM now ~ Oh well , here to blog about Friday ^0^ ,
Got mock streaming results! Got 3E3 ! POA , Core Geog , Hist. and SS ~ Kind of happy , at least i didn't get crap classes / crap combinations! But i really want E2 :( . Aw it's okay , word harder for EOY!
Had dance , stretching for 1 hour and 30 mins like that. Feel like jelly mannn , fliexible like omg only after stretching. Did hip hop , learned Jay Sean's Maybe! It's awesomeeee. Contemporary dance ^o^ ~ Ended dance and went to macs with Xiuf Quan and Chow ! Hehe. Muscles hurt like hell now ~~ But all worth it!
Kk i shall go off now. Bye :) . Eclipse Outing @ Plaza Sing with Sean Qinghai Yoga Wynne Mao Miao and Li Sen on Monday ^^ ! Awesome people that always don't fail to make my day! Alright that's all ~ And i've editted my blog by alottt .

Again.

2010-07-01T22:20:00.004+08:00

Alright , sorry for the really small photo. Tinypic's dying on me. Oh well , really busy this few days all packed with homeworks , and it's a stack of it and i'm currently doing them. Guess i won't be updating tmrw and saturday , sunday too i guess. There's dance tmrw ~~~ !

Before it strikes 12 @ Korea , which is 11. I want to wish Teukkie oppa again :) ~

(I see eunhyuk and Key :D !!!!! Love themmmm ~~~)

Keke. Happy Birthday LeeTeuk oppa ^^ ! See you in SS3 :) ~

Happy Birthday Mummy !

2010-06-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY :D !!!!

Today's a goooood day ~~~ Except for my dumb gastric acting up in the morning :( . But after i eat during recess = okay already ! Went to Tamp after school ^^ . Went to KFC for lunch with Mao and Miao. Went to T1 , got chocolate cake from emi cakes for mummy!

Wanted to surprise her but epic fail -__- . Cause she was outside the house. Then i cannot hide the cake , so i lie to her is for my friend. Then when i go bath so go open the fridge and see!!! UNFAIRRRR. Okay , so in the end she know it's for her. And i've got a new comp !!! Uncle got it for me ^o^ . Brand new ~~~ Plus the screen is very big! I rikeeeee .

Kk , done posting . Won't be posting so much from now on cause busy with school work and etc , so ye :) . I got to work hard! Hehe going to comtinue with my work now. Byeeee ~

BEAST!

2010-06-26T13:41:00.005+08:00

See that on top ^^ ? Hehe , i swear i was so happy + excited + nervous okayyyyy . It's just like a dream -omg- . The boys were awesome , so friendly ! Alright , i shall blog about wednesday first :) .

Wenesday .

Went to bugis with Xiufang , went to the library first. Did our History stuffs , then it was raining damn heavily . Chiong across the road , and got all drenched -.- . Went to toilet and dry up and etc then went to Iluma! Went to our favourite shop. Got SHINee Sticker and Poster and Hyukjae name tag :) ! Went to burlington , got my gift for kikwang , banana milk and kimchi ramen for myself ! Went to macs to eat , then went to walk around then homed :) !

Thursday.

Rot at home @-@ ~ Managed to complete History and Home econ. WAHAHAHA.

Friday.

It's the day baby! Supposed to wake up at 6 , but alarm didnt ring :@ ~ Woke up at 7 , quickly bath and etc , by the time i'm done , already no time to cook and eat >:( ! Then went to meet Jiaqi , then Carinda. Reached IMM @ 9plus. When we reached Jurong East MRT , it's seriously like free aircon mannn. So cold . Bought a very colourful umbrella then walked to IMM! Protecting my fanboard all the way. Went to Macs for breakfast. ZOMG okay. Got this guy sit next to my seat , he looks 99.9999999999999% like Kevin (Ukiss's) . Eyes damn nice and his character like same same. Lol .

Joined in for the unofficial queue number . Number like 600+ . Okayokay. Then went to shop around since still can't queue. Went to Daiso , bought balloons and the shout shout thing! Went to the queue , damn alot of people pls. Then suddenly the security shout change queue. EVERYONE (Like hundreds or maybe thousand) of ppl ran across the road la zomg. Luckily my friend that i just knew chiong fast. Then we're at the front :D :D :D !!! -HAPPY- . Like totally FIRST ROW. Queue there for like hours. Butt pain :@ . Then at 5.30+ , they let us in! Damn chaotic there , fans crying and complaining and whining , and still got this old uncle go scold one of the girl just cause the daughter's at the back queue ;zzz . When we went in , all the other fans were like screaming and shouting "OII or idk what" LOL. Then we went from the special exit , kekeke. Entered the garden plaza. First row ftw. Sit down or hours again. They played B2ST's song , then started singing along and etc. Then they finally arrived ^^ !

Shouted like mad okay. And , sorry for climbing up the barriers and waving my fanboard cause i too hyper and that caused alot of ppl cannot see :/ . Then they started introducing themselves , then i shouted for Kikwang all the way! Hyunseung keep looking @ where i'm standing at! But i never shout for him cause i keep telling myself i must make Kikwang look . Then he talk to hyunseung , then i shout again , then his head come up , then i shout shout shout. Then he look at me , then i look at him , then he smile + wave!!! -FAINT- ~~~~ I srsly hyper like siao at that time!!! ZOMGGG.

Then they take photograph , then sang birthday song ^^ . Then those golden tix ppl take photos. Then got this guy damn gay. He came down from the stage then he shout"OMG I TOUCHED KIKWANG" In a very gay voice. Omgggggg . -hair stand- Then time for autograph ^^ . Sorry jiaqi for leaving you alone! Passed the staff the gift , then Yoseob was first! Kikwang cae out from the backstage pouting! Awww so cute!

Yoseob eye contact me first , then he said "annyonghaseyo" to me , but i never say to him! Then i replied back. (I swear my whole body trembling at that time). Then he smiled! Next was hyunseung (?) I cannot remember! As usual , smile smile smile. Then next was dong woon (?) ! He gave me a super wide smile! Awww. Then he totally stare into my eyes and smile okieee. Then doojoon , i said "annyonghaseyo" then he smile to me and stare into my eyes , then i said "kamsahamnida" after he signed , then he smile back again then he nod his head. I like his eyes + his stare . Omggg . Kikwang next! I think he actually remembered my board or something , he looked up at and look at me for like quite long , then i said "annyonghaseyo" , then he say annyong , then he eyesmile , then he signing that time i said "Saranghaeyo!" then he just nod his head , then i think he never hear , so i say again , then he look up and look at me , then give the shy face + wide smile -faint- !!! Before i can say kamsahamnida , the guard push me to junhyung there , but i don't care i just turn to kikwang and say! (so bad) Then kikwang smile . Haha . Junhyung all the way looking down >:( ! But at least he got nod and like smile alittle! Hehehe .

I had the longest time standing infront of kikwang man i swearrrr!!!! -happy- . Got one fan go do the mua to yoseob , then he do back sial zomgwtf!!! Went to carpark , then decided to stalk them with other friends. Sorry Jiaqi and Carinda! Booked stalking van :D . DAMN HYPER IN THE VAN OKAY! We kept spazzing . We went next to B2ST's van for about 5-6 times , then we just keep waving our board la! Reached their hotel then chiong down the van and i climb at barrier + put board high up in the sky. The i shouted "Kikwang" . Just good i shout , he alight the van! Saw his hair and alittle of his face , like until his eyes there only :( . Can't see the other members except alittle of doojoon and yoseob :) .

They left for KL by bus ~ We stop our van behind the bus , then got people thought we b2st sial! HAHAHA. DAMN FUNNY + FAIL! The uncle very kind! He drop us @ city hall ! Then took train home with two of the girls. Spazzing on the way back home too. Awesome people that i've met :D ! Reached home at 12 +++ :) . So happy . HAHA . I alost couldn't sleep .

Today .

Back pain like omg , damn tired too. But all worth it :) . Next , SUPER JUNIOR! SS3 ! EUNHYUK! KYUHYUN! :D :D :D

Still not over you.

2010-06-22T19:27:00.003+08:00

Hello ^o^ ! Taken during January ~ I don't care already , sunday or whenever i going to cut hair , i'm gonna cut back my bangs! Alright , so my date with xiufang today has been changed to tmrw! Gonna go library then burlington street to shop for food! (Prolly getting korean snacks as gifts for B2ST :) ) Kk , i tried my whole day today to drag people to go see B2ST with me @ airport . But all fail TT-TT . K , never mind , FRIDAY!

Tuition yesterday lasted for 2ANDAHALFHOURS. Neck pain like mad mannnn. Cannot stand! But , after teacher teach , i can do very fast! HAPPY. I finally how to do my expansion , factorisation and etc. PROPERLY . Keke. Trained down to Bugis , then went to KK. Go in for 5 minutes , then come out already :D. That means i'm healthy ! Yayyy , doctor say i no need spray my nose with the disgusting medicine already ~~ Cause after i spray i will have headache like nobody's business! HAPPY. Got korean pancake @ Bugis junction and some food then went home :) . Watched videos and etc. So ye , hehe. That's all , byeeee :) :) :)

Lent camera from cousin as bro using mine tmrw. THE CAMERA IS AWESOME . LIKE MINI DSLR (Y) . DAEBAKKKK. Gonna bring it out tmrw! And maybe bring as spare on Friday for B2ST . In case my own one no batt. HEEHEE

Crazy for you.

2010-06-20T22:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!

I love muai papa for giving me all the things i want ~~ (Almost all!) Hehe .

Hiii ^^ ! So i spent my day rotting at home . SS501 SHINee and Infinite occupied my whole day ^o^ ~ Watched videos and etc , and go crazehhh ~~ Extra tuition tomorrow ;) ! All the way at SENGKANG. Ohwtfsofar. And it's early in the morning. 10-12 , then i have to rush to KK Hospital for another date with my damn heart problem -.- . Oh well , god bless me. I don't want to do all those weird weird stuffs again , waste time ~~

Gonna go on a date with Xiufang on Tuesday -horny face- ! HAHA. K , we're going to the library , for our History work :) . See so hardworking -clears throat- . Alright , 5 more days till i see B2ST!!! And 1 more hour , it'll be 4 days! EXCITED! SO BEASTTTT ~~~

Okkk. It's currently 12 in Korea now! So ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM RYEOWOOK. WOOKIE OPPA !

Okay , i'm totally in love with my Moo's eye smile and it really makes me die ~~~ WHOOP . MYUNGSOO MOO AHHHHHH I LOVE YOU . HEHE

Edited it myself! But , hehe , i love kim myungsoo!!!! (Don't see i like then like okay , i don't like :( ) Kkbye .

安靜了.

2010-06-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Why xiufang suddenly so tall ah ?!?! Haha . It's Day 1 trying to forget you , i've passed today ^^ ! But heart's still feeling really heavy , everything's weighing down on me , sigh . So ye , went out with Xiufang Mao and Miao today! Great + tiring day ~

Breakfast with parents and bro @ Macs then headed to Tamp . Met with miao and settled her bills , met Mao . Went to plazasing for spotlight , got materials for YOG Dolls. From 50$ use until left 2 ? Lol (Y) . Went to arcade , saw me and xiufang's fav. shop when going up the escalator . I was like "OMG!!!" Then xiufang screamed ! HAHA . Fail . Went to arcade , played Mario Cart with Mao and Xiufang! I got 2nd :D . Then played the bishibashi , mao win again . She so pro lor!!! Jubeat after that! Lol i'm addicted to it already laaa -dies- . I passed for all the songs! But all grade C , but not bad for a beginner already okie ! Went to my fav shop! Totally went crazyyyyy , got SS501 Poster , Taemin and Kyujong photo card! Regretted not getting another poster :( . Tamp to pack food to Mao's house , got Kimchi Ramen!!! Went to Mao's house ~ Started tying braids using the idk what is that , tie like mad people.

Mubank was awesomeeeee shit. I was like , "eh , who's that?!?!" Then infinite come out .

Me : "OMGOMGOMGOMG . AHHH MYUNGSOOOOOO." Shyt , i really scream lorrrrrr!!! Unglam! Xiufang and Miao sawwww . But , Xiufang see alot of my unglam already so it's okaiii ;shy . Webcammed and etc , played taiti(?) and etc , webcam and make our hair like crazy , home at 7 plus :) !

My poster :D :D :D ~ !!!!

Stop loving you.

2010-06-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be happy without you :) . No more tears . Heartbreaks , lies , i'm all used to it. I just got to be used to the always happy me. Heehee . Bye love ;) . I swear life's gonna be awesome without you , and it's gonna be awesome if i stop falling in love!

Sometimes we leave because we really want to stay .

2010-06-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

I know this picture is srsly damn wrong . But who cares ~ Really lazy to upload photos , plus it's already 12:15 . And i'm dead tired after a long long day over @ Mao's :) . Alright , so i met with yingquan first and passed her the b2st album! Went over to Mao's , and we started doing the YOG dolls . I sew it you know you know !! -PROUDDDD- But my finger keep poking the berry pin , not pain ! Heehee . The pin even went through my skin kk , i know it sounds disgusting . Lucky my finger the skin very strong , not pain at all , also no blood ! WHOOP. Miao joined us at 5plus! She left at 8 , then went to the ntuc to get some stuffs . Miao treated me ;shy ! Thanks baby ;luv;shy !!! Stayed at Mao's till 9 plus , reached home at 10:30 ;) ! Alright , my maths is right infront of me now , gonna do it .

Don't ask me why i'm @ blogger , cause i also don't know why! I'll still be using wordpress so yeah . HEEHEE . K byeee . Off to do my maths ! Can't wait for FRIDAYYYYYYY . Gonna go to plaza sing with Miao Mao and Xiuf , going to spotlight to get materials for the dolls . Then back to Mao's to do science project + YOG dolls + MUBANK!!! Prolly staying over :D ! (Depends on parents mood ;zzz)!

I know this is VERY SMALL . But , this will be how me and key's baby will look like ^^ . I'm seriousss , i morphed our photo together and i got this . (I morphed me and Mao , and our baby is HELL PRETTY . SERIOUS. HAHAHA WTF)

WORDPRESS!

2010-06-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

http://rupturedhearts.wordpress.com/

I've moved ^^ ! I'll keep this blog as it is for the time being alright! I might be back so who knows ? RELINK OKAY !!! And , i'm keeping this blog as there are lots of AWESOME memories :) !

SO BEASTTT!

2010-06-09T18:48:00.002+08:00

WHOOP. Hiiii ^^ ! Annyong ~~~ K , i hate my eye bags :@ Whtever ~~~ Went to Marine Parade today ! Collected B2ST's Album with Fansign tickets in it . WHOOP HAPPY . YAY GIKWANG ~~~ K , sorry i sot already . But i still love Key the most okayyyy! And i'm not really interested in Gikwang :/ . Oops , have the chance to go , then go la , don't waste it , people want go also no chance ! HEHE. Thanks to Jiaqi's friend :D ! K , inside have no golden tix :( . Sad , but i'll still get their autograph so it's okay :) . I blog cause of this!!! Haha i'm eggggggggg~~~cited ! 16 more days ;) ! Buaiiii ~~~

Album with Tix! Listening to their album songs now :) !

Slut.

2010-06-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Love my phone alottttttttttttt! One and only in the whole wide world la okay. Made it myself .

I'm sick of tired of life . What's the point of living when everything just sucks to the core ? I'd rather give my life to other people who really needs it . Shyt , i need to stop thinking .

Whole body hurts like mad now . Back pain , leg pain , heart pain (really pain , not emo then pain-.-) . Woke up @ 7 yesterday , bath prepared and rush out of house . Ended up taking the same train as Xiufang! But she at another side . Train to Airport , reached at 8 plus 9 . Wow omg so early . All the other fans give us those super scary eyes . Ew i don't like . Wait till 12 plus , whoop . Flight confirmed arriving @ belt 43 !!! HYPER LIKE MAD . But , cab down to MBS straight at 1 plus near 2 . Went to find the place for their showcase like mad people . Ran from Esplanade all the way till MBS . Pro or what . The double helix bridge run very tiring la omg ._. . After waiting , SUJU VAN FINALLY REACHED. SCREAMED LIKE DUH. Wanted to run and see but all the fans already infront of me -.- . Atleast i saw Yesung's hand ! Whateverrr ~~~ Then all those fans keep giving false alarm , shut up la walao . Zzz . Stone like statue there till 7 plus , never eat at all for the whole day . Only one meal . Cannot stand already . Reached home at 9 plus 10 . Turned in at 2 . Met like 8 new friends that day , got 3 of them super friendly !!!

Woke up at 7 . Prepare and went Macs for breakfast . Bro left for church camp , which is at a chalet , so good righttt ! Will be back tmrw night . I miss himm :( . K , not . But he really very cute la okay. Went to KK Hospital , after check up and etc , then they realise i have nose infection :( . Walao , heart problem already now nose infection . WTH . And i everyday must spray the thing , then it's like omg damn disgusting , the smell like shyt . Arghhhh . Still need eat some very disgusting medicine , 200ml still TT-TT . I don't want to live already laaaaa ~~~ Went to bugis to shop awhile then homed . Alot of things happened :( . I srsly don't want to talk about it anymore , don't want to think also . But i keep on thinking . HOWWWWW . Kay byeeee . Upload a few photos first .

I LIKE THIS . SUPER NICE!

Science Project day! Tie's totally screwed . Hair too cause of my sweat ;zzz

Aw. SHINee ahh ~~ Key ahhhhhh ~~~~~~

Other photos up on fb! Will put up the link . But not today , so yeah .

(OTTOKE. HOW HOW HOW? STOP THINKING LA PABO JOVINA.)

Girls don't fall in love for fun .

2010-06-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hiiii ~ Rot at home on wednesday! Transferring songs , contacts and etc to my bb , transfer until headache ;wild ~~ Spent the whole day doing it man omg . Kpop spam with Qhairun!
Went back to school on Thursday for Science Enrichment! Rather interesting (Y)! I likeeeeeee . Hehe . Learnt alot and all the experiments are really cool ! Grouped with Chunlei and Mao! HEHE . Tamp after that with Mao ~ For the sake of my kimchi noodles and board ! Home @ 7plus :) . Cousin came over after that and i tricked him using his own phone ! HAHA I pretend i using the inner camera but i actually taking him! PABO MAN OMGGG .
Woke up late today ;wildx1000 Luckily cam have battery still if not i'm dead ! Prepapred and etc then went out , met Mao and Xiufang then went to find Kkt ! Crazy Jason brought his big fat laptop to school ~~ Did chromatography experiment then yeahh . Went to tamp with Wynne Mao Yoga and Xiufang! Pastamania then Mao left us :( . Got my SS501 Phone strap and EZCard Sticker . WHOOO I LIKEEEEE! Went to CS Foodcourt to chill , played alot of nonsensical stuffs and etc! Had funnn :) :) :) . And that place brings back memories . Aw :( . Went hoe at 5plus . I MISSED MUBANK . SHYTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kay bye . Update the link to all the nonsense video tmrw! Stay tune ! Off to cook me mee already !! Hungry . And i've caught the flu bug :(

SS501 <3 !

Hi JAMJOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~~

2010-06-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hi Jamjoo . My name is Jamjoooooooooooo ~~ Yessss , i'm in love with the word Jamjoo . It's like so cute okayyy !!! JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO JAMJOO . WHOOOOOOOP .

Supposed to go to Miao's house to do the YOG Dolls but change of plan ! Went to pray @ Bugis area then went to shop . I WANT TO GO BURLINGTON STREET . But mummy don't let :( . So i got 2 shorts and FINALLY my raglan tee !!! Keke happy tothemaxxxx ~~~ And I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ my mummy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Becauseeeeeee .

She got me my new baby ♥ ! My new love ♥ ! AWWW . Thanks mummy . I love youuuuu ! You've made your promise , i won't break mine ! PROMISE . Kekeke .

Top 15 please .

2010-05-31T11:21:00.002+08:00

Changed blogskin and etcetcetc ~~ Alright , i've got nothing to blog about at all . I hope the wish i made at 11:11 comes true ! Okay okay , i love my parents no matter what ! Let's put the past behind , i'm the one who's in the wrong . Can't blame them . No blackberry , no new phone , it doesn't matter . As long as everyone is happy , i'm happy . I'll just do well for EOY and get whatever i want then . Grrr , medical check up next monday . Please go to hell . Okay , i've completed my Geog holiday homework and half of my Maths :D ~~ No more last minute hug buddha's leg anymore .

I can't wait to see Suju !!!! Provided that Xinmiao and Xiufang actually wants to go with me . Suju's only staying in this small sunny island for half a day . How sad .

Putting up a smile , it doesn't mean i'm truly happy . I never was .

2010-05-28T13:12:00.004+08:00

Hey people ! Wazzzzzzuppppppp -metalsign- ! Oh well , Class Form day on Wednesday went out well . The cake survived on my way to school . I survived too . ISPL briefing at the start of the day , boring shit . I don't know why everything just seems meaningless to me . Aw . Went back to class and started snapping pix with Andrea and Xinmiao ! Asked to attend some special science enrichement . SPECIAL you see . HAHA . I'm starting to like science too . Weirddd . Stayed in school for class form day , which is a rather sad thing . But it turned out great ! Watched Amityville Horror , it's a true story alright . Not really scary cause i managed to skip the scariest part as i went down to collect the pizzas . 2E1's interested in the sex scenes ! HAHA . But teacher skipped it , sad case to the others ! Played waterbombs in the field after that . Am not supposed to get wet cause i didn't bring extra clothes , but i got wet in the end ! AWW . But i had fun (Y) . Helped Mrs Milesi with the YOG Art , home with Qhairun , cooked for mum (i know i'm a really fab daughter) , bathed and left the house :) . Touched up the art pieces , the glue keeps sticking on my fingers , but i like :) . Kpopping all the way while doing the art pieces . Finished at 6 plus . Thanks Mrs Milesi for treating us Macs ! Started taking jumpshots and etc , crapppp tothemax but fun . Reached home at 7.30 plus ?

Normal school timetable ! But all lessons are slackkkk . Geog > Submitting of files and filing . Slept after handing up everything . English > Did survey . Went back to class and SLEEP ! Recess > Sleep in class ~~ Art > Got back report slips . Sleep . Plus the sleep during that period was (Y) . Cause i lye on Miao's shoulder , then i lie on her lap and sleep like asif i'm really sleeping on a bed . HAHA . Mrs Milesi realised and she told me summer holiday hasn't started . Aw . Went to the staff room with Mrs Milesi to collect the dolls stuff that i have to do for YOG . Hehe . It's going to be tough ! I'll just take it as a challenge for myself :) ! Fighting ! Music . Half an hour of Home Ecs . Have to start on research already . Oh goddd . Mdm Choo used my final artwork for D&T as an example to the other half of the class for what they have to do ! Proud of myself :D . Last combined asembly for the term . Shag to the maximum y'know :( . No point being shag too , whateverrr . Tamp after that ! Shared lunch with Miao , hehe . She bought the bbq chicken and i got Kimchi soup , share share :D . Went to get SHINee stuffs , only got Key and Tae's EZLink Stickers , but i'm happy ! Home after that . I passed my audi license ! Thanks Miaooooo ~

Supposed to go to Plaza Sing. with Miao amd Angel to get the materials for YOG dolls , but didn't go in the end . Aw . Can't wait for Monday ! Blackberry :D ~ Holiday's gonna be packed . Tons of homework . And also have to go back to school for enrichment programmes and etc . Keke . Other photos for the past few days all up on fb !

(CLICK!CLICK!CLICK!CLICK!)
Click and you'll be directed to the photos of me ! Have to be my friend in fb then can view ~ PS !

#501destination !

2010-05-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

Really lazy to bloggg ~ Blog in details either tomorrow or saturday ! Crazy spazzing this few days and i'm hungry now cause i haven't had my dinner (Oops!) Overall , class form day was fab (Y) ! Alright , i'm off !

Happy 2nd Shineeversary !

2010-05-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

Happy Second Shineeversary oppas ! 촉하해요 ^^ ~ 사랑해 ~~~ ♥♥♥ ! ㅋㅋㅋ . I know all of you oppas know that i'm a very loyal fan righttt ! And of course , i love you all ! BUT . 키오빠 the MOST !!! 네 ! 사랑해요키오빠 ♥♥♥ ~~~ !!! 사랑해태빈오빠 ! ㅋㅋㅋ . Come back to Singapore soon babies , i mizz you boys :( ! 샤이니 파이팅 !

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Keke . Annyong ^^ ! Obviouslyyy , today's the day ! SHINee's 2nd Anniversary :D ~ KEKE . And , SS501'S mini album tracks are released yesterday ~ SHAMWOOHOO ! My two lovely Kpop groups ♥ !

Animation Workshop today ! Overall was fab (Y) . Used 5 hours plus to complete the cuttings , background and etcetc . And , we ended up with a stupid 16 SECONDS video , but satisfied ! Felt so pissed when moving the characters y'know ~~ Must move bit by bit , like omgggg cannot stand . TBT . Cab to Tamp after school with Xiufang Miao and Andrea . Went to LJS to buy Xiufang's Lunch . CS after that for our lunch ~ Kimchi Ramen !!! Went to buy SHINee stuffs . Miao bought her Suju and Yesung stuffs :D ~ T1 to make cake ! Decorated ourselfs . Xiufang very paboooo ! She keep making me and miao laugh , then our icing and cream all like shytttt , then i hit one corner of the cake (oops) . Keke . Home after that ~
Form class day tomorrow ! Horror movies . Snacks . Cake . Drinks (Y)(Y)(Y) . I'm sooooo gonna like tomorrow ! Li Sen's flying off soon :( . Aw , i'll miss him ! (He say he will miss me too , shyyyy) I sent a message to him , wishing him bon voyage and etc . Since last year when he fly i sure will text him one . See i so good right ! Hehe . Kay byeeee ~

I wrote 키 on the bigger cake the side :/ !!! HEHEHE . I wonder how i'm supposed to bring them to school tomorrow ... What if people hit the cake when i'm on the bus . What if i drop the cake . What if the plastic bag tears . WHAT IF ... WHATEVER .

Crazy for you

2010-05-24T13:11:00.002+08:00

Annyong ! Sorry for not posting for the past few days ~ Busyyyy . I should start posting nowwww .

Saturday , May 22 !
Met up with Miao Chow and Tianhui firstt . Supposed to be early , in the end , reached at 2 plus . Went off with Miao to buy drinks snacks and etc . Went back and met with the rest . Train to Outram , met Xiufang there ! So yeah , me Xiufang Chowlin Tianhui Maoshuang Yingquan and Xinmiao went ~ ! Train to Harbourfront , Tianhui and Quan went to Cold Storage to get chocolate . So we waited for them outside Skypark . One group of people came out , then i realised they are KOREANS !!! Haha went to tell Xiufang ~ And went crazyyyyy . Saw a frog ring that's SUPER CUTE . So i bought itttt . In the end , i don't know what happen to the frog , just fall off from the ring :( . Took monorail to siloso beachhh . Ate there and i swear my mouth like have hole like that , whatever i eat drops -.- . Played till 6 plus then went to wash up and etc , went back to vivo . Miao and Xiufang left . Then we went to food republic , packed our food and went to skypark ! Kimchi Soup is super spicyyyyy ~ Took pix and trained home ! Reached home at 10.30 ! WOOHOO .

Sunday , May 23 !
Went out againnn , best weekend (not!) Went out with mum bro , mum's friend and her children . Lazy to elaborate . Got SHINee's Ottogi Snack :D ~ Korean Marker (LAME RIGHT . BUT I LIKE , SO YOU NO NEED CARE .) Alot of Korean stuffs la ~ Got SHINee's Stuffs too ! KEKEKE . Had BBQ Chicken for dinner ! Whole day Korean-ing . And , when i'm in the Korean shop , guess what ?!?! I'M LIKE SO SUPER CLOSE TO THE KOREAN . AND I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE SAYING . HAHA OMGOMGOMG . And , i smiled to them . Hehehe . Went home first cause no more korean-ing for meee . So yeahhh .

Today !
I obviously don't look like i did went to school right . So yeah , i didn't . And my reason is , i very tired . Lol who cares ~ Go school also is rotttt one . Okay bye . Sentosa photos up on fb (If my comp allows me to) If not , i'll just make someone else help me post it up .

I likeeeee my eyelashes la !

Others on fb !

Sentosa !

2010-05-22T10:54:00.002+08:00

Leadership workshop for Thursday and Friday , overall was fab (Y) ! Made my day ~ HEHE . I'll post further either later or tomorrow . Should be tomorrow . Went to swim with Yingquan Xiufang and Tianhui at Tamp yesterday ! Played "catching" in the pool . Very hard to find Quan y'know !!! LJS for dinner ~ Reached home at 9 plus ?
Going to prepare to go out soon ! Sisters outing @ Sentosa ^^ ~ Picnic ! Kekeke can't wait ~ But it seems like it's gonna rain :( . -PRAY DON'T RAIN!- Alright , other leadership workshop photos and etc will be up on other days or on fb :) .
Going to post on Jungmin now :D ! FINALLY RIGHTTT .

Kekeke Namjachingu !!!! Aigoooo , so cute right ! I know ! Don't have to tell me :) . HEEHEE . Awaiting for SS501's album track release !!! Love yaaaa ~ KEKEKEKE . Saranghaeeee !!!

:'(

2010-05-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

Leadership Workshop turned out fine today ! Didn't expect it to be that fab cause it actually sucked at the start . Oh well . Subject combinations for next year kind of sucks . No mood to p0st now . Post tomorrow or other days . Bye ~

No one ever sees , no one feels the pain . I shed teardrops in the rain :( .

My heart only belongs to you .

2010-05-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

Thank god i passed all subjects except for Maths :) . I like myself for this ! But i hate myself for getting borderline results . Sucks . I swear i'm super retarted too ~ People get paper already know if they passed anot , i get paper , i stare , count , then scream . RETARTED LIKE HELLZ . Tuition starts next month ! A1 FOR MATHS A1 FOR MATHS . HWAITING !
So , i sat with Li Sen today . And i seriously don't get why teacher lets other people change their seats but not me :( . Me changing seat is not even approved by Mrs Milesi , but she didn't say anything about it . I JUST HATE WHERE I'M SEATING AT . I CAN'T PAY ATTENTION . GODDDD . It's not an excuse to why i'm actually flunking my subjects , but it's true :( :( :( . Li Sen's fab (Y) ! He's like so good kay , i didn't understand what Mrs Ang was talking about , so he taught me y'know ! He even supported me , and he told me to have confidence in myself and etc stuffs like that :) . I love him (as a friend . duh) !!!
Okayyy , i'm going to sleep soon . Cause i'm VERY tireddddd . Can't wait for Saturday ! ECP with Sisters ! And Class Form day on the idk what day . HEHE

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Believe it or not ?! I've started studying :) . Seriouslyyyy ~ Studied geog and maths alittle just now ! Proud of myself -inserts millions of smileys!-
I from Saturday till now say i want to charge my psp , but i haven't -.- OMG

Blackberry !

2010-05-18T16:23:00.002+08:00

Passed Science and Geography :D . Hooray! Dad only allows me to fail one or two subjects and i guess i've made it . Hehe . I failed at least 4 subjects last year y'know ._. . Great improvement (Y) ! Am having MATHS Tuition from next month onwards :( . But it's for my own good , so yeah . I'm gonna "enjoy" having 2 hours of Maths tuition every week and that means 8 hours of Maths Tuition for the whole month . Aw . I practically went crazy in class today ~ Went around asking people if i'm cute when i'm young . HAHA . I'M SO LAME . Alright ~ After countless hours of waiting for my audi to download finish , i finally can play ! So i'm happy .
But i cmi for all Kpop songs that i know -.- . Cause i will sing along ~ Kay , uploading photos and off to audi :D :D :D !!!

I can NEVER trust my dad's words . So i trust my mum ! HEHE . Save 200 , she give me 150 . And , i can buy iuTouch already !!! Kay , i know you don'tknow what is uTouch . Cause only i know . HEEHEE .

I know you cannot see clearly . But , this is the photo i went around showing everyone ^^ ~

This is KHIATONG !!! HAHA I KNOW YOU CANNOT BELIEVE . BUT WALAO . SO CUTEEEEEE ! (Not clear again . Blame my phone)

This . Is . QINGHAI !!! Another one that cannot believe !!! HAHAHA

No point crying over spilled milk .

2010-05-17T18:42:00.003+08:00

Yesss , i learnt not to cry over spilled milk today :) . But coming to think of it , i still very sad , but whatever . Passed Chinese and English . Fail Maths , pathetic F9 -.- . Never mind , try harder next time round :D ! Miao is going to be my Maths Tutor ;shy . But , hehe , thanks baby !!!
I want back my old seating arrangement lehhhh , i sit infront super boringggg . But , today i change seat with Rachel ! Hehe , i don't care already , i want change seat with her until teacher change my seat . Keke . I finally can dl Audi already . FINALLY ~ HEHEHEHEHEHEHE . Going to play soon . And , i suddenly want to buy beanie . For myself still . I know i very random and etc , but i rike cause i kept playing with Mao's jacket today then i very bored so i went around asking people if i'll look nice in beanie . LOL ! Then they say yeah , so i decided to get . I know very lame -.- . Okay buaibuai ~

Love is pain , no , but i can't let you go , i can't go .

2010-05-14T20:53:00.006+08:00

안녕하세요 ^^ ~ ㅋㅋㅋ 제이름은Jovina김민키입니나 ! (Omg ~ I typed that out myself ! Keke) Yes , my new name ! Kim Min Key . Keke . Xiufang create for me one ! Cause Minkey = Taemin+Key , and also Jungmin+Key !

Currently spazzing over SHINee with Qhairun now ! A little of 2PM , but it's her who's spazzing over them instead of me ! I only Junsu , but not full blast Junsu , mine is 0.00000000000000000000000000000001 % on Junsu . Haha

Went to Macs for breakfast with Xiufang today ! After breakfast , wanted to go to Burlington Street for my Korean Banana Milk and SHINee's Snack . But ended up going to tamp AGAIN . Snores . But i got my Taemin full body length Keychain ! Got 2PM Name tag for Qhairun too :) .

Shopped around and Artbox played latest Kpop songs ! F(x)'s ME+U and Sorry (Dear , Daddy) ! Kekeke . Went to Whitesands after that , gaaaaaaaaaaaa , SHINee's clock and Keyboard stickers -DIES- . Got 2 SHINee 2R Photos ! Reached home @ 5 plus :) .

Okaiiiiiii , me is going to change my blog header pix already ! Annyong !

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See my Hotel City :D ! Making K-E-Y in progress ! Keke . Inspired by Xiufang .

Anddddd , Qhairun is such a nice person ! Cause she's getting me SHINee posters ! (I want how many also can , and is i self customized one!) I (L) Key and I (L) SHINee tee !!! Love her laaaaaaa okay !

You can mean the heart i spill on the pages .

2010-05-13T14:17:00.004+08:00

I hate it when people forward whatever messages i sent to them to others without my permission . Come on , my privacy . If you think you've not got enough of how i treat you , let me tell you , i hate you :) . Exams are over and seriously , screw maths . And , my dice earring lost :( .

Maths Paper 1 on the 11th . I think i can pass :) . Cause i kind of know what to do during the paper . Except for one , hehe , so yeah . But it doesn't mean i can pass too . Even if fail , also like that . Tamp with sisters after the paper , went there for the sake of getting SHINee stuffs . Got Key's name tag with his face and one postcard with Key on it . Hehe happy ! But i don't like all the fans there , they can't differentiate Honggi and Key , worst , they don't know they're two different person -JOKE OF THE YEAR- !!! Home and out at 3 plus , met Chowlin . Went to macs and studied with Jinteck Black and Zihui . Didn't study much , only a few questions . Oops . Home at 7 plus . Watched tv all the way cause i totally have no mood to study . God . And , happy 3rd month old my dear turtle son :D !

The photo explains everything . Haha , i kissed key -shy- . Screwed Maths Paper 2 , give up , like seriously . Brains were about to explode and i almost broke down when doing it , damn . Lost about 12 marks , and i've got no confidence in all the other questions that i did . Sad face . Tamp to celebrate Sean's birthday after the paper . Played Hide and Seek @ Tamp 1 . Was with Sean and Qinghai at first , then me and Qinghai left Sean alone , cause his idea of staying at subway sucked . Went to tea dot and i just sat there , unfortunately , i dropped my wallet when trying to run away , Qinghai was so kind to help me pick it up that he got caught . Oops . I stand behind Sean , and he got caught . HEHE . I feel so bad . Went to hide with Mao and Xiufang after that . We got a perfect view from what was happening from where we were at , and we laughed our ass off ! HAHA . Went shopping after all , went to the Korean shop and i got my drink and sweet . Went to get our SHINee stuffs ! Got my SHINee pencil case and Taemin's postcard :D !

Went to Mao's house with Xiufang after that , while the rest went home . Started spazzing over SHINee . HAHA . I kept screaming Key Key Key when watching the videos . Mao got influenced by us ! Hehe . SHINee is (Y) ! SHINee , Icy Tower , Hotel City , Webcammed , Facebook . I showed them someone's photo and told them that someone is cute . And Mao agreed ! -winks- Heehee , i feel so stalker :/ !!! We webcammed like retards ! Our photos all super funny oneeee . Horny face and etc . HAHA , I tagged the spongebob i'm hugging as Key in Facebook . TEEHEE . Mao wanted to tag someone , but later confirm very .... , so yeah we didn't . Home near 7 . Went to Korean shop again to get my snacks :D ! Then Yamazaki for JUMBO Cream puff ~ LJS for Xiufang's fries .

And , today is rot at home day . Saddddddd . Supposed to go ECP with the sisters for picnic and etc , but changed to the 22nd ~ Most probably going to have Macs with Xiufang tomorrow for breakfast . Hehe . Tomorrow is the 14th and it's Rose day ! I hope SHINee can give me roses like how they gave to some fans a few years back . Hehe .

Uploading the more interesting snaps now :) !

Horny face fail .

Center parting ! HEHEHE .

Rest of the photos are on fb ! Just go to the photos with me can already .

Perfect two .

2010-05-10T16:05:00.003+08:00

Intensive drilling afterwards . MT Paper 2 and Science today . Goddddd . I used almost the whole time for MT , left only five minutes -WOW- . But i fell asleep in every single page . 1 hour break , used the time to revise . Used 1 hr 45 mins for the Paper . Godddd , i can't believe ittttt . Left two questions blank cause i totally forgotten but it's only 2 marks , so it's okay :) . But if i fail cause of the two marks , woooooooot , i'm gonna kill myself . And i saw someone cheating during the exam , how great , she cheat for like almost all of the papers and she already started copying since last year -.- . WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF , i very bu gan yuan .

Maths Paper 1 tomorrow , Paper 2 on Wenesday . God bless me . I HAVE to pass this time . And , don't you guys hate it when people scold the people you love :) ? I do .

Kay , am off to revise ! DRILL MATHS DRILL . Fighting !

보고싶어요 .

2010-05-09T13:46:00.003+08:00

괜찮아요 . 네 . 심각한 .

Persevere . Just 4 more papers . Show all the people who look down on you that you can do it . Fighting ! I swear , i will be alright .

No one can ever bring us down .

2010-05-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

Taken on Friday . Love that turtle alotttttt . I hug it EVERYDAY . Serious . I don't even allow anyone to throw it . If anyone does , trust me , i'll throw a tantrum and start yelling at the person . Heehee .

Alright , so it's the 9th now . Happy Mothers Day :) . I love you mummy ! Thanks for bringing me up for the past 14 years and thanks for tolerating all my nonsense and for buying me whatever i want and i'm sorry for what i've done for all these years , i promise i'll be a good girl from now onwards and i'll try my best to stop yelling and talking back and i don't mean to blame you for giving birth to me with the heart problem that has been stopping me from doing almost every single thing .

Webcamming with bro yesterday .

HAHA Stupid effects . Am turning in soon and maybe waking up @ 6 plus 7 to make card for mummy :) . I just had a private tumblr too ! Heehee . Okay , byeeee . I have to sleep !

Luv :) .

2010-05-07T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hiiii ^^ ! I'm back posting again ! And i swear this week is super fab (Y) ! As in , the whole week , till today . YES . HEHEHE . My source of happiness is back and that's you ~ GAAAAAA -MADHAPPY- . Okaiiii , i'm only going to use 20 mins or 30 mins here and i got to go already . So yeahhh . And my lappy is ALIVE . But still got a little sauttt , now all the colors revert . Black to white , white to black . OMG .

Sunday 2nd .
Bayshore with quite a number of people . Went to swim and i swam with Spongebob tee :D ! HEEHEEHEE . I know very cute -bhb- . Sorry ! Accalia and Tianhui saved me from dying (Y) . Cause i totally like under the water and i don't know why i can't push myself up , lucky Accalia pull me up then Tianhui help -PHEW- . Clean up then went to basketball court and see them play . Played for awhile . I ROCK LA OKAY . HEHE . Parkway for dinner , cabbed home , reached home @ 10 plus :) .

Monday 3rd
No school = rot at home (N)(N)(N) .

Tuesday 4th
No paper :D ! Normal school . Rather slack day cause all we do is revise revise and reivise (Y) . Rivising is Jjang . Home room and Geog used for self revision . More Jjang . KEKE . I can't remember what happened after that -.- . I didn't even bothered to flip through my history notes omg :( .

Wednesday 5th
History and MT Paper 1 ! History first . Last minute revision during assembly . Snores . The paper was okay okay , can make it :) . Hope i'll pass ! Luckily i know alittle about the Hock Lee Bus Riots and the alittle was tested . PHEWWWWW . MT Paper , i like every second also using dictionary lor OMG -.- . Write about me going to Korea and i got to take photo + shake hands with SHINee !!! And (Y) is i hug Key !! HAHAH OMGGGGGGGGGG ~ !!! Slept like nobody's business after that . WOOOOOOOT . Woke up @ 9 plus for Kimchi noodles , wanted to go back to sleep but didn't ! Cause of something . HEEHEE .

Thursday 6th
HAPPY 7TH LUVVVVVVVV ♥♥♥♥♥♥ !!!

EL Paper 2 . OMGZ . Once i get the paper i straight laugh . Cause of the "SHY" word !!! LOL The first thing to catch my eye . Finished paper in like 1 hour . Wanted to go sleep but obviously Mrs Milesi don't let , so i just keep on staring at the paper ~ GAAAA . LET TIME FLY . Went to Tamp after that with Mao Miao Quan Chow Fang . Had Macs , then went to X-Craft . Got my 4th piercing ! The chowlin super brave hao bu hao ! SHE NEVER EVEN SAY PAIN OR WHATEVER AT ALL , SHE STILL IS PIERCE HELIX SIAL . Me wanted to pierce helix , but my ear lobe is go inwards , cannot pierce :( . Once the person pierce , i straight "OMG VERY PAIN VERY PAIN VERY VERY PAIN AHHHHHHHHHH" ZOMGGGGGGGZ . Quan also same reaction as mine !!! Went home and bathed , out again . Met Chow and Fang at my bus stop and then went to idk what's that shop and i got my Audio Technica headphone :D !!! Cause my onto one spoil :( . Went to starbucks , Mao Miao Chow Fang Tian and Xin was there . Quan came subsequently . And that makes up , ALL THE SISTERS :D !!! Woohoooo . Chow went CRAZYYYYY . Cause got shuai ge !! LOL . BUT IN MY EYES KEY THE MOST SHUAI LA OKAY . HAHA . Library to study after that , study light , when i'm supposed to study Lit instead -.- . Snappppp and went off . Went to shop for Kpop stuffs ! But i only got epop :( . But inside havee SHINee's Hello Baby Stopbook !!! Home @ 6 plus .

Todai 7th
Lit paper . Failing for sure . Left section B kind of blank and it's 25 marks . HAHA NICE ONE (Y) . Tamp after that , went to Korean shop and got my coke and sweet . Went to Cold Storage . Got sushi ^^ ! YES SUSHI !!! Even called mum to get more for me , cause i no money :/ . HEHE . Saw my rivals ! They like Jungmin and Key -snores- i sure love Jungmin and Key more than them lorrrrrrrrrrrrr . HEEHEE . Arghhh , i cannpt play audi :( . Pabo sound card cannot readdddd . GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
Uploading photos and i'm off !

RETARTED ME !

CRAZY US . Laugh pleaseeee . See Chowlin's shoe ! My face ! Xiufang and the umbrella !!! HAHAHA

My eyeballs roll to the side cause my eyes pain ! So i just let it roll ~ KEKE .

Can't find the webcam photos when i cam with Chowlin . It's okai , post them up another day :D !

Behind every untrustworthy girl, is a boy who taught her to be that way .

2010-05-01T13:13:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Sean :D ! (I know i look super weird here but who cares .)

Have not been posting for a long time already cause i'm a good girl who studies hard :) ! Mum was really shocked when i didn't even bother to turn on the comp at all for the past 5 days . Haha . But i've been using wifi :/ . Gonna post about this 5 days again and i'll be on MIA again . Hehe .

Monday , 26th
As usual lessons . I hide from teacher and i went to play Captains Ball with those who don't have to retake their Napfa . And i played with my uniform . Omg . Really hilarious , laughed until i sit down on the floor in the middle of the game . And it's not once it's many times . (Y) !! Dozed off in almost every single lesson man omg . History remedial after school . Boring to the maxxxx , wasn't even paying attention -yawns- . Went to second mama with Xiuf after that , got cheezels > Mama > Macs to mug with Yingquan Tianhui Xiufang > Homed @ 6 plus . Studied at home till 1 plus .

Tuesday , 27th
Woke up with Stomach cramp . And i couldn't climb out of the bed at all TT-TT !!! Bad start of the day . Caught for socks , damn it , had to buy new ones like -.- -.- -.- . Got filmed for English AGAIN . Mugging @ Macs with Yingquan , Xiufang , Tianhui , Martin , Yanxin and Danny after school . Sneezed a total of 28 times that day . Once was 8 times continuously . OMG

Wednesday , 28th
Another boring wednesday . Did my Chinese test outside class and Martin keep making me -.- . Urghhhhh . :( during Combined Assembly cause of something . For me to know , for you to find out :) . But i'm perfectly fine now so yeah . Skipped Geog remedial and it's super funny ! I was like in class , doing hand actions to Mao telling her i can't stay :/ . Then i didn't know teacher was like looking at me -.- . HAHA SUPER FUNNY . Went to Reservoir after that , alot of people there . Me and Tianhui have our own version of RDD :D ~ !!! After reservoir , went to mama . Heart to heart with Tianhui :) ! Homed @ 6 plus ? Studied till 12 plussss .

Thursday , 29th
I seriously can't remember anything . Same again , sleeping at almost all of the periods . Music was used to present our song , haha , my group the song have KEY in it ! Then the first few parts i sing until super soft then at the Key part i use scream one :/ . OMG RETARTED !!! Finised D&T :D ~ Keke but d&t seriously suckzzzzz . Cause i use the hot glue then i burn until my hand like fk crap . Then i use super glue stick the thing until i stick on my own hand and i peel until my skin come off . Shitzzzzzz . Saddest part is , when i finish my work , and want to keep inside the cupboard , my flashing light unit come off from the holder . GRRRR . I took like 15 minutes sticking it to the holder !@#$%^&* . Went to continue cutting out my KEY from the Acrylic , i almost cut away and sand my finger lor omg . Worst is i lost my E during PW -.- ! FAGGOTZZZZ ._. . Mama > Reservoir again > Home . Studied till 2 :@ ~

Friday , 30th
FINALLY I REACH HERE . Kay ~ EL Paper 1 + Geog . I finished EL Paper in 45 minutes , 358 words for Compo , 327 for Letter Writing :D . Write until hands almost break . Wanted to sleep but teacher say cannot . Grrrrr :( . So i started playing with all the left over paper , went to write with my left hand , draw then write alot of crap . Geog paper = (Y) !!! I hate myselfffffffffffff for forgetting the causes of low population , like faggot . The question 4 marks sia :( :( :( !! But the rest i know how to do :D ! (Y) (Y) (Y) ! Used 1 hr 30 minutes to do the paper (Y) . Mama for awhile > Home > Sleep + Bath > Tamp with Mummy and Bro . Got alot of things ~ And i finally got a printer and my rubi school shoes !!! HEEHEE . Mumy say if i do really well for MYE she MAYBE will get me iTouchhhh , Then for EOY . Macbook :D !!!! Kekeke . Homed @ 9 plusss . Used comp to Icy Towers . COMBO 45 . MUACKZXC I LOVE MYSELF .

Today , 1st
WOKE UP SCREAMING "WTF WTF WTF WALAOOOOOOOOO . WHY I NEVER WAKE UP EARLIER ?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I seriously screamed :/ . Cause of some reasons . Fking regret y'know y'know y'know !!!! I could have talked to -ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ- . TT-TT . I'm still sad over ittttttttt . AHHHH . GRRRRRR . HATE MYSELF . Kay am going out soon ! So yeah off to prepare ~ Photos first .

X-Country !

That Andrea go cover her face !@#$%^&* .

The hand making my hair is Andrea's ! And look behind me ~ Rachel so funny ! Epic fail .

(From here onwards , i swear i look super retarted cause it's supposed to be a retarted shot )

OMG :/ !!!

OMG x 1000000000000000000000000000000 !!! I look like i'm suffering from constipation -.-

HAHAHAHA OMG FAIL .

Dear Syaza (L) !

#501 day ♥ !!!

Jungminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ♥♥♥ !!! Sexyyyyyyyy ~ Keke my boyfriend ! Can't wait for SS501 album ! SURE GONNA BUY ! #501day #501day #501day #501day !!!

쌀 크래커 !!! 쌀 크래커 !!!

2010-04-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

Yes my hair is screwed but i like it and it rocks . But the best thing is , my comp is unscrewed (Y) ! And i finally got my ass out of the house yesterday :D ~ !
Kekeke went to NTUC with parents and bought alot of things ! Heehee dear Jovina is going to get diabetes very very soon . Stock up the whole fridge with all my lovely snacks !
2 big packs of Korean Ramen , Kimchi , Korean Rice Crackers , one big carton of Orange juice , one tub of Haagen Dazs (sp?) Coffee ice cream , frozz cherry mint , kit kat , bacon , ham , ready made pizzas , ferrero rocher and two boxes of oreo soft cake . Weeeeeeeeet (Y) . Love myself for tagging along . Heehee .
And , i've been wearing the J Necklace that Chunlei gave me :) !
Kay byeee ~ I'll still be on MIA . Cause of MYE . Jovina Hwaiting (Y) ~ !!!
(PSP has been fixed :D ~ And i can use wifi with it now ! -HAPPY-!)

Super fab breakfast of mine for today (Y) . Made them myself except for the Orange Juice -like duh- :) !!!

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

MIA .

2010-04-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

Due to the fact that MYE is in SEVEN DAYS TIME and it's not like i don't want to use the comp . I need the comp cause it's like my life but sad case , my bro's comp is down as well . Kind of . Blame Singtel and Mio for that cause i can only use 2 tabs and i must wait for a long time for it to load , therefore i give up . I want to be a responsible blog owner , that's why i'm so good to be here and still post although i'm already pissed by this idiotic internet thing . Curse Singtel :) .

And as for now , i'll try my best to make the connection last till i finish blogging . Yeah . I'll blog about Thursday and today .

Thursday , 22nd April .
World War 3 of 2E1 starts cause of one immature pain in the ass and her accomplice . Lol thanks for making me lose my temper and scream @ Mrs Ong cause of YOU . Sean's tumblr will explain why there's war . Oh well , i believe in Karma . What comes around goes back around , you will get your revenge one day -shows metal sign + killer face- . Didn't managed to complete Art but it's okay ~ Been a good girl that day cause i put in my 100% effort to complete my cup holder for D&T :D . Assembly for Streaming stuffs . GAAA . I don't like the subject combinations like duh . Physics + Chem = BYE JOVINA . I know Bio the best and epic fail for Phy + Chem . I'm dead :D Aiming for 3E2 ! The subjects 3E1 offers is bullshit . AMaths , i sure fail -.- . D&T after school too . Completed my cupholder , only left with sticking of circuit plate + battery + battery holder + continue cutting out "KEY" from my Acrylic piece and i'm done HEEHEE . Helping out for Napfa due to long term MC subsequently . Thanks Miao Tianhui and Xiufang for helping me ! HAHA I went to peek @ someone's results !!! ㅋㅋㅋ SO PRO MAN OMG -envy- !!! Reached home only at 7 plus .

Friday , 23rd April .
2.4 cum Cross Country . Met up with Aaron and Xuifang under my block , went to Macs then bus to Clearwater stop . Met with Mao and the rest , went to assemble . Pissed off -.- . The class don't understand what is SQUAT DOWN . Went to find teacher . Helped out to carry idiotic boxes like really heavy + studidn't go in the end , continued sleeping and yeah , here i am now ~ Kay i'm goppid -.- ! Regretted . GRRRR . Then rot with Naomi and Weiling and we're really kind souls , for helping take care of the bags . HAHA what is M-A-C-H-I-N-E ? I said MAC-HINE . Omg fail . Cause Naomi before that told me about Mac stuffs , so i said Mac-hine . Retarted much !!! Got really bored so me and Naomi sneaked , not really sneaked but we just escaped from Mr Tay and we went to the Ending point by ourselves . Cause of some reasons , but i went there for nothing cause i didn't see (Zaf knows who for sure!) . HEE . So sad TT-TT !!! And i seriously hate X-country , you , me , memories . Faggotz ._. . Went home , supposed to go Macs to study ended up i fell asleep . Got woken up by Chowlin's message then yeah didn't go in the end cause i'm already half dead to the suckish weather and didn't had the mood to study . Sorry sisters !

Posting up photos to cover up for all the short posts last few days and for the remaining days till this idiot comp is back to normal .

Hi i wrote this , helped Xiufang too ~ Lol .

My D&T stuffs :D !

Rachel , Mr Kong helping me do my LED thing ! and Jordain behind .

Everyone in D&T (i think) knows that number 14 apron belongs to me cause i'll start screaming @ the person who took it :/ . Example , Mr Kong . Heehee . And the reason , kay whatever .

Took this when rotting during PE on Monday .

They make my day :) .

Geog results !!! ㅋㅋㅋ ^^

Kkt drew me this ^^ ! Heehee .

(More photos with Miao ~ Random class snaps and X-Country pics . ㅋㅋㅋ . Will upload here asap !)

Sometimes , the heart sees whats invisible to the eyes .

2010-04-21T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'm happy and i think i rock :D . Didn't attend school today cause of fked up flu . Booooo .

Lastly , Cupcake's a success :D !

I am sick of all this non-existant bullshit my mind makes up .

2010-04-20T16:44:00.004+08:00

It’s never the tears that measure the pain. Sometimes, it’s the smile that we fake just to show others we’re okay .

I'm sorry for all the lack of updates about what actually happens cause i'm just posting quotes on my blog but i like ^^ . Heehee . 18.5/25 for Geog test . I'm satisfied :) ! Geog has been (Y) for me this year ! Unlike last year which's totally going downhill . I think i rock . Keke . 74% , only if i got 19 , then i'll have A1 ! Aw .
Science test tomorrow . All on Chemistry TT-TT !!! Kill me pleaseee . I hate Chem. ! Good luck to me ! Science has been (Y) for me too ! But if i fail the test tomorrow , :'( . Going off now ! Gonna bake cupcakes then start revising for Science .
Lastly , Happy Birthday Yahui ! I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu (but i love Key more :/ !) hpy ppg monster ♥ !
(Note : My forspring is screwed ._. . So all the replies that i posted eventually didn't got posted back to the page so yeah , i'm sorry , you can comment again if you want to :) .)

Keke . MY Nampyon ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !!!
Key oppa yaaaaa ^^ ~ I will always remember our eye contact and smile and i'll always remember SHINee having to study at late nights and it'll be very tough , so i have to jiayou ! Hwaiting ! Saranghaeyo ♥ !

Mworago ~ !

2010-04-19T18:52:00.005+08:00

The world doesn't revolves around you neither will the world die out without you , you're not that great , no one is .
Screw today . Dozing off like every single second man omg . Just stone alone for PE cause everyone went to do 2.4 trial and i'm the only one with long term MC excpet for Yongting ah ! unfortunately :( Bored like helllllll ~ Listened to music and stare into blank space . Totally fall asleep during Chinese Listening Compre . Wtf i just anyhow bomb answer . Maths simultaneous equations (Y) . English , talking to Zaf about some stuffs :'( . Baby why are you so lucky ?! Fml . Lit , Unseen poem test . Used 5 minutes to complete . I do till second part already going to die , so i went to nap , then wake up , chiong out everything in one minute , have more that can be written on my mind but forget it just went to sleep . Sleep until shiok (Y) .
Slack and crap like free at Mama's till 4 cause i'm a really good person , i accompanied Miao and Mao till their time for Napfa ~

Kuku face but i rikeeee and i think i rock :D .

You've got me . Congratulations .

2010-04-18T22:09:00.004+08:00

So what if i meant every word i said , So what if I write your name cause you're always on my brain so what if i memorized evey word you said . Just cause i can't go on just cause i die when you're gone and just cause i think of you everyday , don't let it go to your head .
If all you want is my love , not cause you need it but only you want it you've got it . I know you're reading this and let me tell you you've got me you've got the whole me . Now you've gotten all that you want , please stop looking up on me unless you really care . I no need all of this shit anymore I'm moving on , without you and i will be strong .

According to you .

2010-04-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

No one gets tired of loving , but everyone gets tired of waiting assuming hearing promises saying sorry and all the hurting .

I'm waiting you (You!) ~ Addicted to BEAST'S Shock ! Especially the I'm waiting you (you!) part ! Super catchy ~ Keke only like their songs not them :) . You see Kpop's really a sensitive topic lol
Studying @ Petal Macs with Tianhui Yanxin Martin . Rather productive . Kind of completed Science Workbk (which took me hours) and learnt how to solve Simultaneous Equations ! Thanks for teaching ! Heehee . Mugging again tomorrowz ! Jovina jjang hwaiting ~ !!!
-And i've made a few changes to my blog keke updated playlist too!-

Bye take care of yourself cause i'm letting go and i will :') I've known too much about you and cause of knowing too much i'm letting go don't try to make me go back to you again cause i know i won't . Although what i see next the path i have to go next all that's gonna happen after i made up my mind is going to be tough i'll stay strong . I'll never ever let another teardrop fall .

It really starts to hurt when i pretend it doesn't .

2010-04-16T19:13:00.002+08:00

I was wrong wrong wrong . The words were so so so sweet .

Screw today . Days without you is just plain useless . Even if i laugh alot smile alot enjoy myself like mad it goes back to square one again :'( . People's asking me to let go people's asking me to fight for my love but i know what i want to do . Yeah stop it it's only hurting me more . No one is perfect so don't expect him to be perfect and treat me real well cause i don't care . Only when you find someone who can treat you good genuinely and don't ever make you cry then you ask me to let go . To me the first second third forth fifth sixth seventh eighth ninth tenth times , it's all okay :) . I'm not pin pointing at anyone now so yeah don't feel guilty ~ Even if you are i can't do anything . This is Freedom Of Speech get it ?

I did wrong . But i don't care .

Sick and tired of EVERYTHING

2010-04-15T19:46:00.004+08:00

I need a tub of ice cream now cause my mood is screwed . Screw me screw my life screw you screw everything . Worst last thirty minutes of my birthday ever i swear . Chinese Oral and Retest Maths Test English Oral tomorrow . Fml much ? Stress to the max , Mrs Ang don't want me to fail Maths again . I won't i hope . Bye i hate today . Thanks for everything thanks for all the hurt thanks for all the pain bye :'( .

Saengil Chukahamnida to me !!! I'm FOURTEEN ! -SMILES-

2010-04-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS IT OH ~ ?
Annyong ^^ , i'm really happy that i'm finally fourteen and i'm also happy from all the surprises i received from today ! The biggest surpise is , okay shut up Jovina . -SMILES-
And i'm really sorry Mao :( . I'm sorry for making you get scolded thanks to someone !@#$%^&*( FAGGOT ! But it's also thanks to someone for the surprise -TEEHEE- ! And Get well soon Mao , luv !
When i reached birthday , already have present ! Haha , Xiufang passed me the present that Mr Kong wanted to pass to me . Heehee thanks Mr Kong ! (Teacher , i know you got read my blog one ! You last year got tell me so i know . !) Okay , then went into school , saw Khiatong then i tell him "TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY !" Haha whatever ~ Went to find Mr Tan after assembly cause of the long term MC thing thing ~ I don't want go help lehh TT-TT !! Whatever . Went back class , then everyone at there "AH There there there come back already !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (Continuously) " HAHAH THANKS !!! Then there's alot of presents on my Table ! Including a Spongebob Balloon ! Copying Notes half way , then suddenly the Sponge bob come out from the plastic bag . Scare me sial ~ Then i totally "UHHHH ! Omg ." Then Wynne laugh @ me , then go announce to the whole class -.- ~ Jinghui tried to paste post-it @ my back then i know , so i quickly take out -HEEHEE- .
Boring day ~ Assembly is like crap lor walao . WASTE TIME . Mama after school ~ The sisters the acting all is (Y) Especially Tianhui !!! Got bashed in the end , Tianhui wanted to surprise me , in the end , i turn back and i saw her . Epic fail . So i screamed , run run run for my life but still got in the end . Lol wtf . Become blind siah omg cannot see cause got flour inside my eyes !!! Then wtf wtf wtfzzzzzzzzzz . ZZZZZZZZZ . Go throw inside my shirt -.- !!! Lol whatever ~
Saddest thing is , my Spongebob Balloon String loosen and the Balloon fly up the sky :( . Made a wish when it flew up ~ I'm sorry Andrea :( !!!
Went back school to clean up ~ I wash my hair then dry it , then i keep hitting until the dryer thing . Ouch . After that Quan Tianhui and Xiufang came to my house !!!
Bathed then we watched Panaromal Activity ! The thought of it freaks me out . Third time i'm watching Horror Movie ! Okay it's alittle nonsense . We keep screaming even though we don't see anything -.- !!! As long as it comes to Night , we will scream Non-stop . For the first few nights can't see anything except for Shadow ~ (Okay when i type this , i'm actually freaking out) Then i saw the Shadow and i screamed + cover myself like !@#$%^&*( !!!! Then after i look again , the person "jump up" then i FREAKED OUT . Then we forward until Night 19 , at first i thought is nothing , so yeah . Then , i super super near the computer , then the THING walk pass the Camera and can see TT-TT !!! Fk sial omg omg omg , i SUPER NEAR still sial WALAO . All of us run to the bed and cover ourself !!! Then saw the bedsheet move , then after that the door close and open by itself . FK FK FK FK FK . BYE . I VERY SCARED NOW .
I WANT TO GO SLEEP WITH MY MUMMY TONIGHT . I DON'T CARE . BYE !
- I swear i very scared now !- And thanks Mummy for treating Quan Tianhui Xiuf to KFC :D . Heehee . Okay , my brother also scared now -.- He got watch with us la , and he's the brave one who keeps screaming to make us scream along and keeps rewinding and pausing and forwarding the movie .

All the Birthday Cards that i received :) .

(Not in Order)
Thanks Mao Tianhui Xiufang Yingquan Chowlin Xinmiao Sophie Chunlei Yahui Jueru Jinjin Sean Khiatong Andrea Zafrena 2E1 Jinghui CQR Carrie Kaiuei Jolene Malcom Gloria Benjaporn Mr kong Mrs Milesi Ms Ong Martin Black Yanxin Jinteck Samantha Jaslyn Jiaqi Carinda Dorcas Leona Naomi Trixy Aaron Jiayi Javier Yanting Joven Yoga Tony Shawn Kimbly Sinyi MelissaC Natalie Wendy Ian Chantal Shirlyn Nadzirah Bjorn Basyir Rachel Elysha TiffanyN HuipingL Chingyang Emily Jason Jess Joey Howard Caiyun Amirul Afiq Ronnie Anthony Kimsiew Nigel Francis Luke Liwen Aunts Uncles Mum Dad Brother !
Thanks 2E1 for the SUPER LOUD Birthday song especially :D . Heehee and the super loud clapping which eventually didn't end .
(I'm sure i missed out names , so yeah . I'm sorry ! i have SSTM)

Stop beating around the bush get straight to the point :) .

2010-04-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

Annyong ^^ ~ Whose Birthday is it tomorrow oh ?! HEEHEE . Alot people ask me this question today lor !!! Keke . Never mind ~ (And , sorry for the poor quality pix , cause i can't make it bigger and i don't know why so there goes the poor quality ~)
Currently using bro's comp cause mine is like 1/2 dead already , and more dead than yesterday although i only used for like 4 hours yesterday x.x ~ Okay , cut the crap . Woke up coughing like nobody's business today wanted to "die" on bed but forget it . Prepared and everything , i feel so weird :/ . My bag's light like OMG totally nothing inside . I thought i forgot to bring all my books , in the end , nah . And i washed my fringe in the morning , cause it's totally screwed , and i saw my shampoo , so i quickly went to wash it , only my fringe . Retarted much .
Went to Mama first , went to find my Dear Zafrena with Xiufang ~ Hugged Zafrena so tightly ♥ ! Run in school like retards cause we're late (not) . Saw Mao outside class , then i scream her name , she turn back stare at me then run run run HUG !!! Hahah , when i hugging her that time i moving from left to right right to left non stop ! Heeeheeeeee . Hugged alot of people !! And i keep walking around in circles in class asking people if they got miss me anot !
Shocked that Rachel Lisen Khiatong and i forgot missed me :D !!! HEHE ♥ !!! Lisen even texted me yesterday to ask if i'm alright ! Nice classmates that i have !
Mundane Tuesdays except for the hugs and etc. and the crazy me ~ Geog was great ! Facebook facebook facebook Icy tower Icy Tower Icy Tower !!! Came out of lab , totally -OMG- face . I keep screaming and screaming and screaming -.- . Okay never mind . Maths , alot of careless mistakes !!! Science had Pratical test ~ I forgot to do my other chromatography , i saw until Li Sen do then i know need to do , so i just chiong ~ And i forgot about the flame flame thing . Grrrr . Okay never mind , jiayou !
Bedok Inter with Chowlin after school . Went to buy Cookie Mix Cupcake Mix Pepsi Korean Smoky Bacon Chips !!!! Heehee . GDI lor my pepsi spill , then my phone and everything got pepsi then sticky sticky , my KEY name tag photo everything also , luckily i laminate key photo already -phew- ! Sacrificed uniform to clean my Key Name tag until super clean . Then Chowlin say "Okay , i can see you raelly love Key alot" HAHA OFCOURSE !!
Okay bye ~ Tomorrow need to stay back for Chinese Test TT-TT !!! Need to study !
Babies , please don't bash me tomorrow :( ! I don't want to be screwed !
And , thanks Francis Jolene Luke Khiatong Xiufang for wishing me Happy Advanced Birthday ♥ !!!
I LOVE MYSELF ! YAY . Wynne say she giving me SPONGEBOB Thumbdrive if she can find :D ! HEEHEE .

Webcam with Cuz ~

2010-04-11T15:18:00.003+08:00

I know it's super blur . Who cares .

Came across this @ Xiuf's blog ~ SHINee Quiz .
1. The character I first fell in love with: Onew Ondubu ^^ ! (Trending him on twitter now ~ #OnJuBong !)
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Taemin !
3. The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Jonghyun :/
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: None .
5. The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Nah .
6. The character I would shag anytime: Key . (Why must you leave me baby :( ?)
7. The character I’d want to be like: Taemin ! The cute maknae , and being treated as a son ^^ . Key Umma will tkae care of him everytime !
8. The character I’d slap: Jonghyun . Attitude sucks . I'm sorry ! But i still love Jonghyun la okay .
9. A pairing that I love: Taekey ♥ !
10. A pairing that I despise: None ?
11. Favorite character: Keyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~ ! LIKE DUH . Ghost also will know .
12. My two favorite characters: Almight Key and Maknae Taemin ♥ !
13. My two least favorite characters: None !
14. Which character I am most like: Hmmmmz , not like any of them . But , my answer will be Key !
15. My deep, dark fandom secret: I love SHINee even before SS501 only that i didn't say it out :/ -Ooops- And , i didn't think that Jonghyun is handsome and etc until i saw him in real live .

One and a half day of hell .

2010-04-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey babies ! I'm back ♥ ~ !!! Basically , i spent one and a half day inside the damn hospital wasting my precious time !
Woke up @ 6 on Friday , feeling really unwell , slept till 7 , woke up and decided not to go to school :/ . Went to Macs for breakfast , then went to the doctors . Wait wait wait and wait ~ Finally my turn . Pabo . Shouldn't even have gone to the doctor lor , wtf . Ended up needing to go to the hospital -.- . Fml .
Idiot my god . When the doctor say that i have to stay in the hospital , totally cui-ed . Shit man . More worse is nothing's wrong with all the check ups and i bloody have to stay in the idiotic hospital . Faggot ._. . I obviously cried . I have homesick one okay . Kay whatever . Actually all i say is more like crap and etc but whatever .
All i can do in the hospital is rot ! A lot of doctors come and go . Check on me and etc . They suspect i have hyperactive problem OMG . Lmao ~ Had this idiot machine sticked to my body , had like 6 electropods (or whatever it is) stick on to my body and this idiot thing that actually costs 4000$ when it's just a bloody small thing ._. I obviously don't have to pay so much la , only if i spoil then need like duh . Worst is i can't bath for the whole day . 24 hours . URGHZZ .
Turned in at 12 plus ? I guess so . Had Kimchi Soup for dinner , since hospital food SUCKS BIG TIME . Aunt and dad came to visit ~ Then mum went home to take my stuffs and came back to accompany me . Luv !
Woke up @ 7 plus due to idiotic doctors who woke me up . Went down for breakfast @ 10 plus . Had breakfast @ Delifrance . The service seriously sucked (N) . Lunch Kimchi soup again ~ Countdown till 5 , cause it's the time when i can take off the idiot thing on my body !!! All i did during the day is rewatch You're Beautiful (since it's the only thing left in my laptop) and use Wireless @ Sg using PSP ~ Kept asking the doctors to let me home :/ !!! Managed to succeed in persuading the the end though :D ! -SMILES WIDELY-
Went to bath (like finally) packed things and went to Bugis . Bought 3 clothes and then went to buy shampoo and etc. Dad got this face wash for me , and it's KOREAN one ! Kekekeke !! But i want NanaB !!! Nana B Nana B Nana B !!!!
Went home . Cousin came to find me ! They went home @ 10 plus 11 :) . So here i am ~ Kekeke . Going to sleep soon , very tired ! Hospital bed is not nice at all ! And it's fweeeeezing cold there :( !
Got MC till Monday ~ So i will only be back in school on Tuesday ! Keke Then Wednesday my birthday already !!! -JUMP FOR JOY- !!! And , i'm excused from PE for THREE MONTHS ! Long enough already lor OMG ! And i don't need to take Napfa test . -YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!-

Super bored as you can see !

Spongebob !!! Mum saw it and got it for me :) !

This is the idiot thing that hanged on me plus having all the idiotic electropods on my body , and when you remove all the "stickers" , pain like helllllla . Now even have the mark of the sticky sticky thing on my body >:( !!!

Heehee . Lastly , thanks all who cared so much for me :D !!!
Yoga Maoshuang Yingquan Chowlin Sophie Chunlei Zafrena Sinyi Qhairun Khiatong Tianhui Linnie Xiufang Wynne Jueru Fatin Leticia Samantha .
Heehee . That should be all . Al in order , i guess :/ . Keke . Mao and Chowlin wanted to visit me at first ! But i'm already out of the hospital :D . So yeah . Heehee . Okay , g'night !
(I've got a very nice advanced birthday present :) . F(x)'s Amber Mum followed me on Twitter :D ~ !!! Heehee . Luvvvvv ! Some more , she only follow like 10 people or 11 ?! KEKEKE . But , walaooooooo woi . Never mind , forget it . I forgive easily . But still pissed cause of it :/ .)

We were always meant to say goodbye .

2010-04-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Aisya :) .

Dedications for Jonghyun Key and Yoogeun below :) .
Here to do a short update . School's rather okay yesterday . Dozed off in every single lesson but once the teachers scream at the top of their lungs , i'll like "jump" up and suddenly become super awake :/ . But after five minutes . -LIE FLAT ON TABLE- . Joined the Netballers for Graduationg Seniors celebration yesterday . Speech + song + happy advanced birthday to aisya . Almost cried . But yeah , i didn't cause i don't dare to :/ . Hugged Aisya :') . Bye seniors juniors and current sec two netballers , i'll miss all the times shared with all of you . Especially those who have always been with me , those who went for Holidays training last year November and December .
Rushed down for Inter-house Netball subsequently . Like mad woman like that . First match , Winners V Victors . Though match . Gave in my all for that match . Chase for the ball when it's already going out Defend like crazy although i hate defending the most Stretched my leg out like mad to reach the ball Run full speed when i'm already dying . Winners won , 8-6 . Really close match . Played WA , never play that position for at least 1 year already . Never touch Netball for 3 months already . Am already satisfied that my stamina's still there and i still know what to and what not to do on court :) . Luv myself !!!
Thanks to all the rest who supported me and cheering on and on for me . Heehee . Thanks alot ! Won against all the other houses except for Achievers . Really strong team , all netballers except for one canoeist . Gaaa . At least i tried my best :) . My defenders for that game's scary to the max . Fatin for first half . Chunlei for second half . And i swear i panicked and so nervous until i went to shout "Yahui !" when i want Jueru to pass me the center pass -.- . OMG . 10 - 4 for the game .
Winners V Strivers . Tryed GA for a while . Epic fail , changed back to WA in the end . Really going to die at the match and i'm super blur . 14 - 5 . Winners won :) .
Overall for Lower sec , Achievers first . Winners Second . Strivers third . Victors forth .
Mundane Thursday again . Geog test was okay . English > Slack ~ Recess > Prawn mee ~ Art > Fashion designing again . Mrs Milesi says that my design is nice although i draw casual clothing :D ! Music > ZZZ . I like listening to my own song like that . D&T > BIAS ! And i'm sorry Zafrena :( !!! CME > Boring , but time passed super fast ~ I think i'm in love with Cheezels and Mentos :/ .
Mum bought Ben & Jerry's A Cookie Affair Ice cream for me (Y) ! Luv mum ! Keke . Okay , Chinese test tomorrow . Got to study !

Scoreboard for yesterday .

All the crazy people drew this . I'm not involved ! Cute netballers !

My flashing light unit for D&T ~

Fashion Designing . Yet to complete , so don't judge before you even see the final artwork :) . Tanktop + High waist Shorts ftw !

생일축하합니다김종현오빠 ^^ ~ !

2010-04-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 ^^ ~ Ps i'm not a fan of Jonghyun neither do i love him alot . So don't mistaken alright ! Key SHINee SS501 will always be #1 in my heart heart heart ~ !!! Jungmin and Taemin #2 :D ! Oh well , so i'm here to dedicate this post to Jonghyun Key and Yoogeun :) .
But Jonghyun first as it's his birthday :) .
생일축하합니다김종현오빠 ! Happy Birthday ! May all your wishes come trueeee . And please stop bullying your Onew Hyung okie ! Don't bully your Key dongsaeng too !!! Don't sweep snow at him like you did in Hello Baby okay , he'll go mad ! Yeah , so that's all i want to say .
Please come to Singapore again ! And please tell Key that i'll always love him , no matter what happens :) . I'll wait for all of you . Excited for the five oppas comeback stage !!! "Fly High , so Fly High , so fly high , come to the sky !" ㅋㅋㅋ .
Lastly , last long with Xiufang !!! HEHEH . Don't forget too okay , i sang to you birthday song for T-W-I-C-E ! And you were there and you know ! So yeah . I'm gonna sing one more time :) . Actually , i've already been singing since yesterday , but it's okay !

"생일축하합니다.
생일축하합니다.
사랑하는 아종현 .
생일축하합니다 ~ !"

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키남편 yaaaaaaaaaa ♡ ~ !!!! 힘내좋아요 :( ! 내가 슬픈 널보고 싶지 않아 :'( ~ !!! 난 당신이 Yoogeun 도하지만, 우리 방금 가지고 떠나보고 견딜 수 ~ 우리는 단지 그에게 최선을 자신의 미래에 대한 소원합니다 . 나는 그가 누군지 그의 "아빠"그는 젊고 된이 모두 다섯 당신의 기억 할거라고 확신 해요 . 그러니 힘내 ! 항상 기억에 상관없이 무엇을, 나, Jovina Lim Shu Hui , 거기에 영원히 항상 것입니다 . 사랑해요 :') .
Translation : Key Nampyon yaaaa . Cheer up okay ! I don't want to see you sad :( . I can't bear to see you leave Yoogeun too , but we just have to :( . We'll just wish him all the best for his future . I'm sure he will remember all of the five of you who has became his "dad" when he's young . So just cheer up ! Always remember that no matter what , me , Jovina Lim Shu Hui , will be there for you forever and always . I love you :') .
(I typed more than half of the hangul characters by myself okay ! Keke ~ )

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정유근아들 !!! 네가 너무 귀여워 아십니까 ?! 그것은 정말, SHINee 떠나 있지만 여전히 볼 수 아프군 있지만, 모두 당신에게 가장 좋은 :) . 공부 열심히하고 아빠는 자랑스럽게 만드는군요 ! 난 당신이 그것을 할 수 있다고 생각합니다. 이 그것을 할 수 있다고 생각합니다. 하지만 먼저, 알았어 당신의 매너를 배워! 난 당신이 좋아하는 부모님께 깡패하지 않았 으면 어떻게 항상 못된 Taemin ! 엄마가 몹시보고 싶을거야 :'( ! 정유근 Hwaiting ! 사랑해요 ♡♡♡ !!!
Translation : Jung Yoogeun Son yaaaaa ~ ! Do you know that you're very cute ? Although it's really heartbreaking to see you leave SHINee , but still , all the best to you :) . Study hard and make your dads proud ! I believe you can do it . But first , learn your manners okay ! I hope you don't bully your parents like how you always bully Taemin ! Umma will miss you really terribly :'( ! Jung Yoogeun Hwaiting ! I love you !

SHINee Family . Forever :') .

It there ever comes a day we can't be together , keep me in your heart , i'll stay there forever .

2010-04-06T18:37:00.005+08:00

Ignore my kuku face :/ . I just love my hair here , so long :D ~

Hi ~ I'm frezing and i'm super worn out now :( ! But i have to atleast do a alittle of my D&T and revise Geog for test on Thursday cause i have to go for Inter-house Netball tomorrow . Gaaa .
Mundane Monday and Tuesday . School's really killing me ! Stress to the maxxx .
Okay , so PE was bullshit yesterday . Totally killed me . 2 rounds of parade square > warm up > Shuttle run (?) > Suicide > Jog > 2.4 . All the way = (Y) . Until 2.4 , and stupid stitches (?) act up . Grrrr . Walked alot . Cause the stitches are killing me :( !!! Obviously , failed . Oh well , aiming for 15 minutes !!! I could have gotten 15 minutes if i didn't had those stupid stitches that sucks big time . English totally pissed me off , i don't get why Mrs Ong must keep screaming much more i'm sitting in front ?!
Had dance @ 3 , stretches = killer . Learnt another dance , which is i don't know what . Teacher say it's involved in Contemporary dance . Leonard taught us B-Boy after that , in-te-res-ting :D ~ ! We had to keep sliding on the floor alot of times , pain ~ B-boy's really *thumps-up* !!! Mama with Chowlin and Yingquan after Dance ~ Home subsequently .
Mundane Tuesday . Shall not elaborate much . Heart to Heart with Andrea for one whole hour during English :') . Thanks Girl ♡ ! I told her everything , almost . Okay , :'( , but still :) . Andrea sat with me for English and Geog . Wynne sat with me for Maths and Science :) . No homework for today -flys up high till i touch the sky !- . Mama after school . Home subsequently ~
Keke . Good luck to me for tomorrow's Netball Inter-House ! I never touch Netball for like 3-4 months already !!! And god bless my mucleaches for both my hands stop hurting by tomorrow . If not , how am i supposed to shoot ? Ottoke ?! ~
Okay , oh well , so now i'm off to revise and etc . Thanks Sean for helping me print my Geog Articles + lending me your phone yesterday to listen music when my earpiece's faulty ! (He even let me change memory stick so that i can listen to my Kpop songs :D !)
Alright . Byeeeeeee ~ !!!! 8 more days , whose birthday :D ?! Okay i'm not supposed to be excited at all -.- . 2 more days to Jjong's birthday ! I sang birthday song for him for twice already lehhhh ~ So yeah ! So happy happy happy ~ But i want to sing for Key instead :( !!!!
24 more days to MYE ! Hwaiting !

Yi S Fuera Ella .

2010-04-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

Annyong ~ ^^ ! Spent my morning till 3 plus @ Mandai Columbarium (However you spell it) to pray and Clarke Quay Area ~

Woke up at 10 , bath and prepared , left the house with empty stomach . Aunt came , took her car and went to Mandai Columbarium to pray . The cars have to "line up" when going in . Slept and watched videos from phone on the car . Super tired . Took like one hour plus to pray .

I miss my grandpa :'( . He doted on me so so so much when i was young . He take me to wherever i want to go , he give me so much money for new year , he buys me anything i want , he praises me although i don't do well , he stops my parents from nagging me . Although everytime i visit him , he always stays in his room , but he knows what i want and what i need :') . ㅠ-ㅠ ~ !!!

Alright , after praying . Went to Sunshine Plaza . Went pass this "Shine Korea" store when on the car . At first , i super super quite , then when i saw . I shout "Shine Korea !!!" Hahah . Everyone just turned and stared at me , ooops . Sunshine Plaza sell alot of Manga stuffs and all those model planes and etc. Brother totally went crazy when he saw those Model Planes .

Aunt brought us to this dim sum "restaurant" and we had lunch there . It was fab (Y) . The Ice Milk Tea there's Special too :D ! Loveeeee it ~ Wanted to go to the Shine Korea shop with Brother , but we kind of lost our way :/ . Aunt treated us for lunch , she said it's for my birthday :D ! (Surprised that she actually remembers !) Aunt told Brother that if he goes into Express next year , she will get Cuz to buy him those Model Planes which costs a bomb !

Keke . Then on the car home , Aunt gave me money :D !!!! Weeeeeeweeee . Then Cuz says he's gonna pass his Condo Card to daddy and then Daddy will give it to me ! He say it's my present . The whole Condo :/ . Hahah ! Like retarted , i also don't have the Keys to his house , no use what !

At least i can go Gym Swimming Study Squash and etc there ! Some more , it's super near to school !!! Heeheez . I can go there to mug during Exam period already ~ Cause the study room there is quiet like i don't know how to describe also . And , i saw the bus 14 when going home ~ And , went pass Mandarin Oriental !!! SHINee :( . Key Namyon :'( !!!!!!!!

Alright . So i'm here now . And , byeee ~

Sports Day Photos . Found on Fb from Fareeza ~

All the Competitors ~

200m ~ I'm the furthest away one . Lane 1 ~ Was Fourth or Third (I think) at that time the photo was taken ~ ! Keke . I .seriously .look .like .i'm .flying .

Winners (Yellow) - Me and Jueru . Strivers (Blue) - Wynne and Benjaporn (i think) . Achievers (Red) - Yahui and Luping . Victors (Green) - Sophie and Izzati . (I think again) . All Netballers except Luping and Benjaporn . I'm still a Netballer at that time ~

죽어도 못 보내 . Can't let you go , even if i die .

2010-04-03T18:56:00.003+08:00

It's easy for a boy to forget a girl . But it's never easy for a girl to forget a boy . Boys find girls easily . Girls loses boys easily , but we've never been able to find a new one easily . This goes on and on . It never ends and it never changes . Alli ever need is you , do you know how much it hurts inside ? Do you know how bad it is , when you've lost the whole you ? I've lost myself . My whole self . I'm not me anymore . I can't put up a real smile anymore . Everything from me is fake from the day you left me . Miss you . 179 days of feelings for you .Tell me , how can i let go .

생일축하합니다박정민오빠 ♡ ~ !!!

2010-04-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

생일축하합니다오빠 ♡ ~ !!! Happy 23rd birthday ! 사랑해요 :) !!!

안녕하세요오빠 ^^ ~ ! ㅋㅋㅋ . It's 12PM @ Korea now , therefore i'm posting right on time to wish you a very Happy Birthday ! You know i love you right :) .
Firstly , 나정말죄송합니디 ㅠ-ㅠ !!! I'm really sorry for abandoning you everytime especially after since i saw SHINee in real live . I'M REALLY SORRY ! But i still do check up on you and save tons of photo of you , and go crazy , heart melting and everything y'know ! Aw . I know you'll forgive me :) . Heehee . Lovelovelove ~ !!!
Secondly , you're already 23 ! I know our age gap is like 8 years apart , but i still love you okie ! You're so cuteeee y'know ! Although you're not the hottest in SS501 but i still love you the most amongst all the 5 of them ! Keke .
Thirdly , PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE ASAP ! 제발 !!!! I want to see you in real ! And of course , when you see me , you must know that i love you a lot okay ! Heehee . I can't wait for SS501's New Album too ! 1/5/2010 :D ~ !!! Keke , i'll support -LIKE DUH- . I've got 5 albums of SS0501 already y'know ! Much much more than what i have of SHINee ~
SS501 Oppas Hwaiting (Y) ! Jojo will always support all the five of you no matter what ! Although i don't make it obvious , but deep in my heart , as long as i know and all of you know . Then it's enough ^^ .
Keke . And of course , there's a birthday song for you !
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"생일축하합니다.
생일축하합니다.
사랑하는 아정민 .
생일축하합니다 ~ !"
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Love youuuuu !!!! Keke . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ! Saengil Chukahamnida ^^ ~ !!!
HWAITING !
(Key yaaa ~ I still love you more okie ! )

Love Revolution .

2010-04-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

I didn't use Photoshop okay !

Annyong ~ ! I have to rush this post out , like seriously , cause i have to post EXACTLY @ 11PM for my Dear Jungmin Oppa !!! So if this post is actually screwed , don't blame me , cause the next post , i'm gonna mass spam with Jungmin's photos ~ ^^ !!!
Woke up early , like 9 plus today as i want to have Macs Breakfast Deluxe ~ Went to Macs , breakfast with Mum Bro Dad Uncle Aunt Cousin ^^ . I managed to finish all , serious . Including the drink + hashbrown ! OINK . I'm pig ~ Compcompcomp gamesgamesgames sleepsleepsleep . Dinner @ coffeeshop just now . Had tofu :D !!! Tubu tubu tubu . But stomachache so ran home straight after eating and lie on bed and roll on bed ~ Okay , end of post . I need to prepare for the post already . Posting 2 more photos up before i go ~

Keke . Blinged my laptop myself ! 14th cause , you know i know you know why :) .

Random ~ And , it's nice . Very nice still ~ Love it !

Depressed .

2010-04-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Plastic from D&T ^^ ~

After hearing something , my heart sank :'( . Really sucky start of the month . Pabo :( .
Oh well , my comp is being a bitch now . Lagging like mad . Grr , which really pisses me off , cause i'm supposed to be SHINee-ing today . But , idiot comp is like a snail . God damn it . Therefore , i won't post everything about today in details ~
School > Geog which kinda sucked > English = Toilet period = Go around the school with Zafrena <3> Recess > Art . Had test . Fashion designing again . Put all my luck into Casual clothing although it'll be hard to score . Good luck to me then for the next 3 weeks ~ > Music > D&T . Sucks big time . Injured both of my thumbs ㅠ-ㅠ ~ Skin peel off and can see the blode thing . F it .
Mama after school . Major breakdown , Zafrena knows why :') . Ate and Tamp with Yingquan and Xiuf ~ Got my handphone strap Wallet SHINee Spongebob EzLink Card Stickers Butterfly clips and Telecoil Band :) . Home after that .
Alright . Bye ~

Cute class right ? Keke . I asked Sean to write me in the Lost Corner . Cause i lost my love :') .

Mehrong ~

2010-04-01T00:00:00.004+08:00

Was doing D&T half way , got tired and started to watch videos of SHINee ... And i realised that ...
I . APPEARED . IN . THE . VIDEO . WHEN . SHINEE . WAS . IN . SINGAPORE . -SCREAMS- !

Look at the circled one !!! It's me + my fanboard + xiufang :D !!! Saw this in the video when they performing @ SEA . They were performing RDD at that time . And i screamed , so i look super retard in it , but who cares . Fan girls screaming , no wrong :D ! Aigooo ~ So happy now ! Heehee , totally made my day ! Sorry for ppor quality pix too , no choice , the video quality , so yeah . At least i managed to spot myself okay ! Heeheez , alright , i need to continue with D&T !
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Wondering if i should go to school ~ Gaaaa . Maybe i should , since my Dear Zafrena wants me to :D ! Keke . Have been talking to Zafrena and telling each other our troubles these days ! I still haven't do what i promised her . Oh well , i don't dare to ! Teehee . 2 more days to my Bb Jungmin's birthday and 13 more to mine :D !!! Happy April Fools day to all ~ There's a roach on your head . Bye .
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I'm not anticipating for my birthday to arrive . Not at all . I know i'm weird . Oh well . Unless miracle happens on that day and my wish comes true . I'll love it . But i know it's impossible .
Going to continue with D&T and talk to Zaf (L) ~ !

Scars . Twentieth day .

2010-03-31T18:45:00.003+08:00

Muscleache + Fever + Cough + Sorethroat + Headache = Please kill me :( .

Annyong ^^v . Didn't attend school today cause i'm sick . Again . I'm sick like every month :( ! Can't help it , super weak . Was super okay last night until today ~ Woke up and can hardly climb out my bed . Dragged myself to bath , came out and realise i'm burning hot . Took temperature , and i'm having fever -.- . Haish . Straight away "die" on the bed . God .
Woke up at 9 plus > mobile web ~ (2E1's in comp lab doing english project , which obviously no one bothered to do . Mao helped me print Jojo Music Score for keyboard :D !!!) > Eat > Comp > Eat > Sleep (Was supposed to go bath again , unfortunately , while waiting for the toilet , lie dead on the bed :( !) > Wake up > Bath > Comp > Now going to eat > D&T Journal ~
I hope i can go to school tomorrow -Prays- . Guess i'll be suffering from Insomnia later on ~ Cause i've slept for hours , but i'm still tired . So maybe not . Okay , whatever .
Muscles aching like crap now . Grrr . And , fever has subsided :D ! Woooooo ~
Okie , byebye ~ I want to eat already . Hungry hungry . Hope i have appetite ! Cause i only ate one pathetic bread and three spoons of rice just now ㅠ-ㅠ ~

Screw my life . Thanks .

2010-03-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Mundane Tuesday . Shall not elaborate . Came here cause i want to rant . But i'll cut the long story to short , if i can . You can don't read if you don't want to . And to that person i'm referring to in the previous post , i bet you know who you are already then . Don't feel guilty :) . Cause you are already in the wrong . No way you can get out of it . Tsk .
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I guess , there's a reason to why you don't want to reply me . All i need is an answer , it's not like as if you need to take a plane and come here to answer me . It just takes a few seconds , not forever . It's just that easy , why are you not replying me then . Why are you avoiding my questions . All you need to do is tell me if i'm still part of you life . If i'm not , and what you say is true , i might move on . Maybe only , provided that i can . Please give me an answer . Just take it as i'm begging you . I need an answer . I swear . I don't want my life to be wasted on thinking about all this . Cause it will come to no end , as long as you don't answer me .
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End of ranting . Fml . And , i wonder who are the humans who always comment Love , Sad , Interesting , Cool for my blogposts . Lol . Especially the love ^^ . Heehee . Okay , i'm off . Bye all .

我知道我每天都在说同一样的东西，可是我只能说这些。应为，如果你要我勇敢的面对你，对你说这些话。会很困难。我真的需要你，我很想你，我还爱着你。难道说，你不知道？

You're never there .

2010-03-29T21:48:00.005+08:00

Hi , my mood is like shit now thanks to someone la hor . Step she me Korean sial , go back your "Japan" la plox . TSK . Kay whatever . Faggot , i'm supposed to be doing my Science homework now , but i can't find my notes . GRRR .
Alright , had PE first thing in the morning . Hell . Did Inclined Pull ups , i suck at it , like seriously . Had to run 2 rounds outside school after pull ups . Passing time is twelve minutes ~ I passed ^^ . 11:10 ~ Keke . Why not 11:11 :( . Hahah , whatever . RDD made me carry on and not stop ! Going to out of breath already , then i heard Qinghai play RDD using Sean's phone , then i shout out "Ring Ding Dong !" Heehee . Then i started to run faster , slower , faster , slower ~ The rest who failed had to run extra round , poor thing ~ Me is top 5 for girls ^^ !
Chinese > BORING ! Recess > Porridge porridge ! Maths > Confused . English > "Free period" Teacher give demerit points cause Khiatong went to throw rubbish . Ruiqi clean her table and Jinghui stand at the corner of the class . ZZZ . NONSENSE ONLY . Lit > Count down to school end . Mama after school ~ Went back to school and change . Went to find Ms Mariana . Went for dance with Yingquan after that :D . Feel so awkward , but it was fab !
The people there's not friendly at all one . Geez . Stretching is super though and tired ! Do until everywhere pain but i don't feel anything now . Weird . Teacher on RDD for like i don't know how many "million" times lor ! OMG . I almost screamed , but obviously i didn't la ~
Teacher on Change So hot Bo peep Heartbraker and etc , alot of Kpop songs ! Or maybe , all is kpop for the whole day except a few . Keke . So happy ^^ ~ Learned new dance , the CNY they dance that one , hard lehz . I can't keep up with the beat , but not only me cannot , so it's okay :D ! There's one step that you need to hit your leg , like sorry sorry ! Ended at 5 ~ Yayyy , we passed the trial and can get in dance . Heehee . So happy . I love dance !
-Really hope teacher will teach us Kpop dance next time . Teehee .-
Prepaid topped up already . So happy . Hoho . Can't wait for next weeks dance !!!
Okay , annyong ^^v . Really want to turn in earlier tonight . Very tired . Completed homeworks already . Except for Science :/ . Hee .

我真的很想你 :( .
Ottoke ...

My thoughts are free to go anywhere , but it's suprising how often they head in your direction .

2010-03-28T22:06:00.004+08:00

Never forget you , i'll remember you .

The two turtles above's my loveee ♥ ~ Hug the bigger one every night i sleep and the small one always beside my laptop . Heehee . 我好想你 :') . Currently triple tasking . Blogging + watching HPTX + Studying :D . Got to complete NE Portfolio Maths Assignment Science . Guess that's all .
2.4 and i don't know what for PE tomorrow . Last lesson with Mr Cho :'( . He's a really good teacher okay except that he always kill my brain cells and force me to try my standing board jump when i don't dare . Teehee . I'll miss PE Lessons with him . Plus , we don't have to be accessed in his class ! We had to be accessed last year and although i played like crap for floorball Mr Cho gave me a pass , or rather the whole class a pass :) .
Okay , bye . Off to concentrate on studying ! Promise to be good girl from now onwards ~

对我来说你的纯在就足够了，我知道我对你的感情有多深那就可以了，我只要你快乐 :') .

Never expect , never assume , never ask and never demand . Just let it be , because if it's meant to be , it will happen the way you want things to be

2010-03-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

Collecting medal on Sports day for Relay Race ^^v . Credits to Chunlei !

Heehee . Annyong ~ I'm bored and i don't like my life now :( . I want to go out , but i can't contact anyone ! So pissed off cause of that lor . Pabo . Regretted for using mobile web so often :( !!!! ARGHZ . PABO PABO PABO ME .
Okay , i've yet started on my homework :/ . And , my birthday's coming real soon ~ !!! Yayyyyyyyz (NOT) . Geeeez , i want to eat McSpicy ! I want to have money money money , i'm only left with 2 bucks . PATHETIC .

HEEHEE . And i want this ! -OMG- .

Okay , i really want to have my prepaid soon >:( . It's the most most most important now ~ I really need to contact people . GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . Pabo , parents super unfair lor . Wtf . Buy prepaid for bro , i don't have . He have macs , i don't have . Fkedup la . Okay , whatever . The thought of it makes me go mad only . Kay bye .

My Nampyon ♡♡♡ ~ !!! I know he's very cute , don't have to tell me :D ! Keke . Go away la you , Key is MINE . You know who you are huh . Don't even know his birthday , what a joke :) .

(Oh! My brother went to cut Key's AMIGO days hairstyle ~ !!!! -random- )

Eenie Meenie Miney Mo Lover .

2010-03-28T02:55:00.002+08:00

Annyong ^^v . Changed blogskin style again cause i was bored ~ Heehee . I'm hugging my turtle soft toy now ~ Snatched back from bro cause i miss it . Hee .
Okie , try all you want if you want to contact me , i can't answer you neither can i see your messages . Cause , i spent too much money on using phone internet and now 0$ ㅠ-ㅠ ~ My phone is alittle crazy now , so idk why too , i can't read some messages / i'll be receiving messages like 4-5 hours late . Omg . Can't wait for October to faster come !!! iPhone / Pixon ~ ^^ !!!!
Alright , it's like 3:04 AM now . Watched Raising Idol just now ~ Aigoooo , Key and Taemin so cute ! "Ye ~ Chef" Hahah . Cuteeee !!
Ooops , i removed my guestbook too . Since it's SUPER DEAD ~ Will put it back if alot of people request so yeah . Changed music player to mixpod too ^^ ~
Hm , so , for those who wanna contact me , ermerm , talk to me on msn / use whatever ways youc an to find me :D . Maybe using my bro number , so , you can ask me on msn or maybe , i'll just tell you personally , idk . Teehee . Alright , going to fb twitter youtube now ! G'night :) .
Alright , the g'night's actually useless cause i bet majority of you's already asleep . Lol .

I believe in love , in arguing , in jamming out by yourself in the car . I believe in smiling till your cheek hurts and laughing until you cry because he's tickling you . I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful , dancing in the rain , and miracles . I believe in second chances even if you're completely screwed up .

Once in a lifetime you meet a person who takes your breath away. not because you want them to, but because they're meant to .

2010-03-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

SPORTS DAY ! SPORTS DAY ! Keke . I'm starting to love sports day alot laaaaa ~ :D ! Well , i'm satisfied with being able to get atleast one medal for today . Heehee .
Woke up at 5am :( ! Insufficient sleep . Prepared and etc , went to bus stop to find Jinghui , waited for Khiatong and Xiuf ~ Khiatong help me to take my shoebag (cause i brought two with me) :D !!! Went to bedok inter mac , met up with Mao and the rest . Ate and went to Stadium ~ Proceeded to assemble in our classes , national anthem school song pledge . Competitors assemble at starting line ~ Gagaga . For 200m list , my name correct . But for 4x200 , they spell wrongly ! So cutez . Heheh . My name became Shui Hui leh ~ !
100 m run > Naomi run super fast ! Heheh . Congrats for getting first ! 200 m > My heart like want to drop out likethat . Didn't want to do the starting position thing at first , all of them do , i do ! I damn stupid okayyyy . Cause i got first lane = easier cause no need turn so much . Then i totally forgotten cause too nervous . Then the last lane person , was like super far from me , once start , i chiong all the way cause i want overtake all of them . Use full speed , overtake , die . I cannot run anymore , super tired . Cannot control my breath , i felt like fainting at that time , damn dizzy ~ :( ! Got in before Lim Yahui :D !!! Heehee , i beat Wynne -winkwinkwink- . I think i faster than Yahui , if not means we go in together at the same time . When i reach finish line , i almost died plox . Thanks Yahui and Ah ru for accompanying me cause i'm like going to die . Heehee . They keep asking me if i'm alright anot cause my face totally turned white like ghost :( . They follow me till where Mao and the rest is then they went off , thankyou , love you girls :D . Heheh . Lie flat on the floor straight when i reached there . Omg . Blast headphone + use towel cover face and sleep ! Hohoh . Winners Cheerleading is fab tothemaxxxx :D !!!!
Then Relay Races start ~ Hidayah (sp?) Jiayi Jueru Me ran for it :D ~ I took the last one , then we're leading at first then suddenly become slower and slower . When Jiayi passed the baton to me , i almost drop it , omg . Then stupid Xianqing say want to run together with me one lor , in the end also never :( ! Heheh . Okie , so we got third . I feel so guilty leh , i caused the whole thing to slow down by alot alot alot , the gap is like so much , but i'm only 4 seconds away from getting second :D !!! Got third ~ ! Bronze !
Receieved Medals , they gave us wrong one ! We got the 4 x 100 m one instead . Ahfish . So , i currently don't have the Medal with me ~ Heehee . Now i have Gold + Bronze Medal from the school , i'm aiming for Silver for next year !!!! Hwaiting !
Petal mac with Quan and Xiufang after sports day . HSH @ 4plus 5 ~
Okay , i'm VERY tired now . I shall go sleep soon . Byeeee ~ Heheh . Thanks Yingquan for helping me do internet for my phone !

I want to say this to someone .
You don't have to do that infront of me , if you think it'll make me jealous . Ohplease , go f yourself and go and die . Try harder for god's sake . It won't affect me even if you do that . Afterall , all you know is flirt ain't i right . Go on then . Good luck to you . As long as i know i ---- --- , it's already enough .

I always believed in you . I always loved you . And this is so difficult for the both of us I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us . Well, it's more than a shame that we lost to this game . All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing Nothing will ever be the same .

I hope you're doing fine out there without me, cause I'm not doing so good without you .

2010-03-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

I know i look damn retarted kay , don't need to tell me . Thanks .

Today's kinda fab (Y) . Burned like 100+ calories within like 2hours plus :D ~ So happy lehhhhz . But , idk , day's rather screwed too . Dear tears visited me again . NOOOOOOO ㅠ ~ !
School was fine . ㅋㅋㅋ , laughed my ass off early in the morning ! AHAH .
Geog > Continued with notes ~ Sat with Sean :D ! English > Chiong Art ~ Cannot complete my thumbnails TT . But it's okay :D ! Sat with Sean again ~ Recess > Prawn Noodles + Milk Tea . Gave prawn to chowlin cause i cannort eatz pourawn . Lol . Art > Examinations in Progress . I chiong like mad . Never colour whole thing , ohwell , teacher said it's okay :D ~ Music > Boring . D&T > Chatting time . Talk with qhairun like nobody's business , teacher scold me like DUH . She always scold me and xiuf one hao bu hao . Atleast i got do some lor ! Assembly > ZZZZZZZ . -Yawn- .
Mama after school . Omg . Okay , heavy rain like mad mad mad . Lovelove keep hugging me :D ~ Heheh . Then went home with lovelove afterthat . We hug each other cause the rain can reach us . Hee , lovely right ! Haishhhhhhh . Bus home then bath and etc , went out at 5 ~ Went to Tianhui's house . Saw alot of cats on the way , scary lor . I walk super super fast when i saw :/ . Went up her house , waited for her brother , then he drove us to the friend's condo . Went to gym :D ! Now i know why coach wants us to buy the netball shoes , cause it's damn comfy !
Play on the "cycle" thing until leg damn tired . So went out to rest . Buy chocolate bread and eat ~ Then inside got people , so we decided to sit . The toilet have seat , so sat inside for like an hour or idk . Talk alot inside . (I miss you :( !) Gaaaa . Went back and used the treadmill ~ !
I run for 10 minutes plus already lor . Then i accidentally pull the Safety KEY out , then the whole machine off :( ! ARGHZ . Need to restart ~ Ran for another 15 minutes . Burn ALOT of calories lor . Then go the cycle thing , then pull the weight then treadmill for like 20minutes plus . BURN ALOT OF CALORIES LA OKAY .
Walked to Tianhui's house area , she sent me cross the road , reached home at 9 plus 10 ~ ! So here i am now :D !
Sports day tomorrow :( !!! I'M SCARED OKAY .
Running for 200M and 4X200 :((((( !!!! I'm not willing to at all , teacher just chose and i got to go ~ GAAAAA . Wish me luck :D !!! Need to wake up at 5 tomorrow too . Which is like 5 more hours . GOD .
I really scared i tomorrow fan ying chi dun and start late :( !!! Shytttt . I know i'm crap tothemax . Oh well . Got back report card today !!!
Failed 6 tests out of 15 tests ~ ㅋㅋㅋ . But i got A2 for Science Geog Art and i forgot what . I'm happy with my results already . Improved so much since last year but dropped alot too ! Heheh , it's okay , i'll try harder :D !
Okay , going to sleep already ! Goodnightttt ~

I hope you're doing fine out there without me, cause I'm not doing so good without you. The things I thought you'd never know about me were the things I guess you always understood.

你走了，我哭了 ㅠ_ㅠ .

2010-03-24T19:35:00.005+08:00

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them even more.
- The Last Song , Nicholas Sparks . (via the-labyrinth)

Day's screwed once again . Pathetic life of mine . Was so agitated + sad that i crushed my waterbottle and just kept screaming . I miss me , the old me , the me who don't have to worry about almost everything , the me who had you to rant on . I miss you :'( .
Alright . Byebye . Have alot of things to complete again . Glad that tomorrow's all slack lessons :) . And , Texas is fun :D ~ Cause i can win although i any any how press . Teehee .

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I've yet complete anything . D&T and Art , grrrrrr . And , there's Art Exam tomorrow . God bless me cause i lost 2 of my pencils . Zzz . And i don't have sharpener , GAAAAAAA . Pathetic much . Very tired now , don'tknow if i should go sleep or complete them lehz . Ah ah ah ah ah ah .
I really hope i can see you :'( . Since alot of people keep telling me how funny you are nowz . GAGAGAGAAGAGAGAGAGA . Okay , bye .

I'm not me without you .

2010-03-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks Mao ♥ ! This is the second time i'm getting a cheerup card from Maooo and it's cause of the same person >:( . Gaaaa .

Hi teachers / principal / whoever the school sent to come and view my blog , or maybe stalk me . I need some privacy please thank you . I didn't attend the trip / camp for sec 2 , so i'm INNOCENT for all the ruining of reputation etc. stuffs likethat , so stop intruding my privacy . I WILL appreciate it . Thanks .
Today's screwed ._. . I'm having muscleache all over my body and i'm like so effup tired that i can fall asleep anytime . Fml .
Changed seats today :'( !!!! Seperated from Mao . Walaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ~ Sitting with Fazli now , supposed to sit with Jordain , but luckily , i escaped . Woo ~ Super far away from Xiuf = no more Kpopping . Mao = no one to make me laughoutloud :( . Xinmiao = No more craps . Distilled water = HELL .
Hmmph >:( . I want back my seating arrangement lehhhh . More worse is , i'm still stuck at the front row and there don't have fan . Shyt . I seriously have no mood to study sitting there lor , walao !!! Heehee , but lucky Jinghui sitting behind me :D ~ And i in same group as Khiatong ~ And , i very near Sean :D . HEHEH . Changing seats ain't a good idea at all , the boys like Jason and etc at the back is damn noisy one can ?! WORSER THAN I LAST TIME SIT THE PLACE LA . Ask them shut up all give me the fckedup face , tsk , they don't want study , i want right . Zzz . Okay , all the lessons = boring . Especially English . 30 minutes like half of my life . And the class super quiet for English today too , weirdddd . Spent the other half of English inside toilet with Jinghui , talk about our stuffs , hahah , she damn cute la .
Recess as usual . Geog , shawa got come :D ~ Miracle . Learnt new chapter . Maths , revision for what we've learnt , was doing my corrections , and i forgotten to hand in to Fazli , only realised after school lor . SHYT -.- . Science , continued with Atoms and Molecules etc ~ I understand about the Ions thing ! Woooooo ~
Class Committee meeting in class after school , i went for awhile only , then i fly away already :D ~ Went to Mama , Martin papa gave me and chowlin 2$ each . Heehee . Hsh after that . Reached home at 3 ! Here i am now , i need to study !!! Do my homework and etc . So yeah , okie , byebye !

It's amazing how someone can love you truthfully and then leave you . It makes no sense .

2010-03-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiii ~ My status drop y'know :( . From strongest girl , become strongest girl number 2 , cause i let Tianhui be the strongest girl first . Teehee .
Today , SUCKED BIG TIME . FML .
Woke up late , and i only had pathetic 15minutes of sleep -.- . Cause , of some creepy things outside my room , which is also outside the house , that toally creeped me out . I could here footsteps , but i cannot see anyone outside , or rather , no shadow / whatsoever from my window . I stared at my phone and blast my music so that i can't hear anything , and i hide under my blanket . Retarted much , but seriously damn scary . @ 4 plus , i almost fell asleep . Until a girl @ idk which floor screamed . Damn scary la please . In the middle of the night , and she scream like , idk how to say , but i only know it's scary ~ Alarm ring @ 6 , snooze , and went to sleep . In the end , still had to wake up , damn tireddddd :( !!!
Day started off TERRIBLY . Epic fail . I regretted taking that bus to school . Fullstop . Inserts millions of sad faces . Idk why i actually laughed when i alighted the bus , happy or sad . Idk .
PE : Standing broad jump . AHSHYT !@#$%^&*( . I've got phobia towards standing broad jump cause of the incident that happened in p5 . I don't want to 'die' again . Keep fooling with Mao by jumping up the bench like crazy with her and laughing my ass off . I cmi for sbj la -.- . Epic fail tothemax , i can't jump properly . Fml . I saw someone again .
Mother tounge : Boringggg ~ Recess : As usual , didn't eat ~ Maths : Yay ! I love Mrs Ang tothemax , i swear . She postponed the submission dates for our homeworks ^^ . The best thing that actually happened in school today . She saved me from my brain exploding , cause , i'm so dumb that i used wrong formula + copy down wrong question + ALOT of careless mistakes . Gaaaa . Learnt Addition and Subtraction of Algebraic Expressions , i know how to do :D ! -Someone ruined my mood during maths , you , yes you , bastard . - Was texting Tianhui alltheway during Maths , telling eachother how we miss eachother's love . Alah , w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. After ruining my mood , i didn't want to think , sooo , i ZI-HIGH . I keep singing + foool around + go irritate people . Ooops , i'm sorry ~
English : Bladder gonna burst . Mrs Ong don't let me go to toilet when it's NOT my fault !@#$%^&*( . Shyt it . Lit : Nair never come ~ Woolaalaaaaaa ~ Yoga don'twant lend me Taptap again >:( . Emo for whole lessonz . Gaaa . Assembly for sec 2s , due to blahblahblah , none of my business , i didn't go for camp and i regretted .
After school , nonsense in school , went to mama . I thought someone wasn't there . So , i keep yessyessyess . But !@#$%^&*( . I just turned my head and , yes , i exploded . I screamed "Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ~" damn super loud , i seriously felt like banging on the wall at that time . GOD . I just keep on scream scream scream scream scream scream . Forget it .
Head to tamp with Xiuf Mao Tianhui Yingquan Naomi . Went to popular , ljs , cs foodcourt . I don't like tm last level , i don't like cs foodcourt , i don't like cs lastlevel , except for cc , i don't like the road outside of cs , i don't like >:( !!!
Idk why i actually bothered to text that someone , i just felt like it . Just , -screams- idk how to explain la okay .
Spent a long long time @ cs foodcourt . Xinmiao came and Sarah came with her ! Sarah and Mao very funny lor . Heheh .
Bath , eat , die and everything , so i'm here . Okay , bye . I'm good girl , i study .
Wish me luck for tomorrow .

Tianhui lovelove (L) ~ !!!! I just realised , it's been a long time since we took photos together ! Okay , random . Well , cheerup baby !!! I know you can do it alright ! Boys are boys , they're just likethat , can't change the fact . 反正爱情不就都是这样 . Jiayouuuu okay !!!! Bieber number 2 is here for youuuuu ! Don't forget , you're my key number 2 alright . You're my bodyguard against him , i'm your bodyguard against your him too :D ~ ! We still have elope plan one okay !! So , stay strong . Must be like me what ! You're the strongest now y'know , how can you let the strongest number 2 win you ?! CANNOT RIGHT ! Hahah , so yeah , you have to defeat me baby . 爱死你啦 !!!!!! HWAITING !!! Wait for Key to send my money first , then we go elope together alright ! S-M-I-L-E :D !!!

You won't know how much i miss you .

2010-03-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hey loveeeeeee ~ (Ps , i just have the urge to keep calling people love :/ )
Alright , i'm here cause i'm bored AGAIN . Plan to study out failed terribly , cause no one contacted me -.- . Kay , whatever .
I've completed my Maths Science History Mindmap and Geog workbook already . I should be happy but i'm not . Cause i studied all the way till 4AM ~
But yesterday have this show on Channel U , Korean one ^^v . Damn touching la hao bu hao ?! I cried while watching , oops . Then afterthat have Yu Le Bai Fen Bai !!! Xiaogui Xiaozhu JJ Lin and Ahdu ~ But awhile only >:( .
Okayokay , bye ~ I need to study .

2010-03-19T16:54:00.003+08:00

MUGGING TOMORROW . Anyone ?
I hate libraries . Get the hint ? Kay , so yeah , if you want to mug . Text me @ y'know what number ^^ ~ And , i mug with people who REALLY wants to mug , not with those bullshit people . So yeah . You know i'm waiting for your text ^^ .

I've got fate with the SHINee oppas :D !!!

2010-03-19T15:34:00.002+08:00

So , i just realised i had this pix when i was bored and editing photos for my own desktop , and guess what i realised ! Look @ the thing key's holding on to .
It's actually a snack , then , you know singapore have the Mamee ? Or however you spell it and whatsoever crap . I ATE IT TWO DAYS AGO . EXACTLY THE SAME ONE Y'KNOW !!! And , i bought it on the 13th , the day i went to see SHINee !!! You can never ever imagine my reaction when i saw . I'm like , zoom in zoom in , cause i find the cartoon damn familiar . Then , i realised i ate it before , + exactly the same. I JUMP UP AND SCREAM . Fate , you see !

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Okay la , enough of all the crap . I came to post cause idk why again . Oh , i remember why already . Cause , i have nothing to do . But , i'm happy :/ . Cause .
I completed my Science and Maths Holiday Homework already :D !!! All by myself kay , i never copy one . See , i'm a goodgirl okay ~ I don't copy homework , so goodgirl right !!! (Maybe sometimes i do , but it's the FIRST time , i completed holiday homework myself :D !!!!)
But , i still have alot of work to complete !!
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1 .History World War I research + mindmap .
2.Geog Wb + News Articles .
3.D&T Journal .
4. Art (~~Research~~ , 4 Thumbnails (I need one more !) , Color visual (1 down , left half more to color !) and Final Artwork , 3/4 done .)
5.NE Portfolio
6.Lit. = die . No one bothers to do at all . Stupid skit .

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There's still A.L.O.T to dooooo ~ I have to redo some of my maths too , cause it's in a mess and a few of them's wrong , cause i copy wrong question . Don't blame me , cause it's seriously very tiring . Ohwell , that's all , byeeee .

Did this myself :D !

HE'S MY BOY !!!! His abs is like (Y) . Key , after you see this pix , and maybe fall in love with him or think he's cute and start claiming he's YOURS . Then go ahead . Cause Key will always know i love him more than any one of you ^^ ~ And , ofcourse , he'll always be the first in my heartheartheart (L) ~

Key Nampyon doing heartheart to meeee :D !!! He damn cute laaaaaa ~ Hahah . But the Annyong Pussycat helium voice the cutest already !!!

Spongebobsquarepants !

2010-03-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

I'm in love with Spongeeeeeeeybob ! Cause i must love Spongebob like how Key Namypon does !
Y.Huiping , i know you have this file . So ? If you think i'm copying you , HAHAH . I'm not so free to copy you pleasecxz . I love Spongebob , just live with it kayz ,

Actually , idk why am i here to update . Okay , all i want to say is .
I MISS THE SISTERS . I MISS 2E1 . AND NETBALLERS , I LOVE YOU GIRLS ALOT . BUT PLEASE , FORGIVE ME >:( . CAUSE .
I'm giving up on Netball ... i'm going to join dance ~ I think Ms Zan allows too , my mum has talked to her , so yeah . I'm very very very sorry girls :( . I really want to continue for Netball , but yeah , i can't . Or maybe i can , but i don't want . Uh , yeah , whatever . Since i go for training , is also the same as not going , so i'd rather go to another cca ~ I hope i'll be able to go for Earth hour with you guys as well . 27 March :D .
I'll miss all the jokes with you girls :( .
Chunlei ahbunehneh justin bitber's wife . Lim Yahui mongster pig cousin meenachi . Jueru ahma alien . Jinjin J sister Crazy girl . Maoshuang SZB . Sophie thealwaysnice one ^^ . Qhairun singsongpartner "Nuna Nomu Yeppo ~" Crazy Kpop discussion partner Forever Hottest . There's obviously more , but they're the ones whom i'm closer with , all of them , the super close ones ~ I'm sorry , i really have to gooooo :( .
I SWEAR , I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU . -Gaaaa , i feel like crying now , but i know i can't .-
Alrightcxz , byebyeee ~ Gonna post up some stupid webcammiephotos of muahx . (Warning : All my photos = cockface . Cause i took at like 1-2am plus while watching Idol Army + studying.)

I'm stopping here . Cause my heart's breaking .

Omoooooo ~ Minho Oppppppppa >:( ! #getwellsoonminho . He fell when filming Dream Team yesterday . You can seriously see him struggling there la >:( . Minho Oppa ya ~ Promise me you'll recover fast alright . I'm damn worried y'know :( . All the Shawols out there's worried too , so please , get well soon ! Wish you a speedy recovery . Choi Minho Hwaiting !
Okaybyebyebyebyebyebye . Going to start studying ~

The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

2010-03-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Seriously , can you just explain to me why the fuck you left me ? You left without a reason . Fuck .

Saengil Chukahaeyo dear (NOT) dad ^^ ~

2010-03-16T16:06:00.004+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋ . Cute tothemaxxxx hao bu hao !
It's a sad thing that Key Nampyon has been forgotten by Yoogeun , after the incident of Yoogeunnie's head hitting the floor >:( . YOOGEUN AH . YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER YOUR KEY APPA !!! HE'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR NUMBER ONE APPA OKAY ?!

I'm supposed to be here to wish Happy Birthday to my dad . But , i started Yoogeun-ing , but it's alright ^^ ~ Yoogeunnie will be how my future son will be like ! But , he cannot lose his memory and forget his Appa , neither can he forget his umma . Aigoo ~ (Use Key's tone) , lovelovelove Key Nampyon Taemin Namjachingu Minho Onew Jonghyun Oppa Yoogeunnie agi laaaaaa <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Happy birthday my oh-so-not-dear Dad .

"생일축하합니다.
생일축하합니다.
사랑하는 아ㅂ베 (I can't type out Appa and idk whyyyyy ~)
생일축하합니다 ~ !"

Idk how old are you now and i don't bother , as long as i know you're gonna send me to Daegu when i'm 18 , get me my personal DSLR when i'm 16 , no curfew for me when i'm 15 , then it's enough already ^^v ! I don't like you cause the curfew you gave me on the 14th sucked big time . How i wish the curfew on the 14th , will be the one you gave on the 13th lor . By 3AM must reach home . Even if you give me By 12AM must reach home on 14th , i'm more than happy already lor ! (I'm the only one in the whole family who remembers it's my dad's birthday today , shocking much ? Gonna tell bro later , if he go get cake = (Y) . Cause i'm craving for chocolate cake now . -Oink- )

我没有说谎 , 我何必说谎 .

2010-03-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

Yogalin's 说谎 on replay now ~ SHINee's Replay boom track too ^^ !
And , I WANT TO EAT CHILLI CRAB . ALTHOUGH I CAN'T . Cause ....

Tickets to Eawards ! SHINee's album + Showcase pass . The long long thing is .... SHINee's receipt of what they ate @ Jumbo restaurant today ! Alot lorrrr they eat .

Efforts for stalking SHINee this time didn't go to waste this time round ^^ ~ Alright , i shall write all in point form first . Dead tired now . It's like 1:47AM now . Gosh . And i think i'm sick . Gaaaa ~

Plus points !!!
1.Eaward's SUPER FAB (Y) .
2.I managed to run to the very front when SHINee came out from the redcarpet for Eawards , and i'm at the middle , then if the oppas look up , they can see . So , everyone was like scream scream scream . Then , suddenly quiet . So i shout "KEY OPPA ! ANNYONG !!!" Then Key started searching for who screaming . Then i shout again , then i put up my fanboard and keep waving , then he saw me !!! He smile at me , thenthen , i at there shock . Then i eyecontact with him for more than 1 minute !!! Then i smiled back and shout "Annyong !" Then he waved !!!! OH.MY.GOD.RIGHT ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Caught in on cam cause i was holding to cam + fanboard + screaming my lungs out . Xiuf saw him smiling + waving + eyecontacting with meeee !!!!
3.I saw By2 live as well ! They're fab , dance with heels . And , they sang Wo Zhi Dao . Almost teared >:( . Then they danced DNA :D !
4.Xiaogui's super super super handsome !!! He kept waving to the fans !
5.Yoga lin sang my favourite song ! 说谎 !!!
6.I just realised JJ Lin is quite handsome . And his song is nice !
7.SHINee performed Replay boom track Jojo (!!!!!!!) and RDD !!!!!!! God , i screamed like mad when they sang Jojo !!!! Then Key was like standing right where i was at , then when dancing Jojo , he point , and i standing at there , then i scream !!!! I was like "Ohmygod ! Key point at me ! I think ."
8.Me Jaslyn Xiuf managed to get the LAST THREE albums for the showcase !!!
9.SHINee performed live at their showcase again ! Rdd and Jojo !!!!!!!!!!!!
10.Key oppa keep looking at where we standing at . Then i keep shouting "Key Oppa !!!!!"
11.SHINee did heartshape using their fingers ! -Saranghaeeee ~-
12. Sang birthday song for Jjong during Showcase . "Saengil Chukahamnida ^^ !"
13.Saw SHINee at their hotel entrance when they went off ~ I'm like the only one there who shouted Key ! Except for Jaslyn .But , super close to them !
14.I saw Onew the longest at their hotel entrance .
15.Managed to get in Jumbo Seafood Restaurant with Jaslyn Xiufang Yingquan . We're the only fans inside okay !!!
16.A super kind waiter printed out SHINee's receipt for us ! Each of one has one .
17.Sang birthday song for Jjong again !!! They played the song then we sang ~ "Saengil Chukahamnida !!!!!"
18.Onew went to the staff toilet ! Thenthenthen , we saw him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
19.When they went out of their room , I MANAGED TO SEE ALL OF THEM SUPER CLEARLY . LIKE OH.MY.GOD.
20.Rushed to the back entrance . Still managed to see them !!!!!
21.Waved byebye to the van and someone waved back !!!! But it's not key , cause key don't wave likethat >:( .
22.They're going back to Korea , and prepare their new album ! NEW ALBUM FTW !!!

Negative points .
1.I got scratched + pushed down and i almost fell thanks to a fangirl . URGHZ .
2.Walked under the rain super alot of times today , and i'm sick now .
3.Trafficjam !!!!!
4.At the back during showcase . But still ran infront and stand in the rain ^^
5.No cab want to stop for us !
6.Taemin Oppa wearing mask when he leaving the restaurant :( . Oppppppppppa , how are you ?!!!!
7.SHINee left via Private Jet .
8.Didn't see their departure :( .
9,THEY'RE ON THEIR PLANE NOW . AND I'M GONNA MISS THEM T^T . OPPAS . PLEASE COME BACK ASAP ! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.Oh , we climbed up the flight of stairs . We climbed up 10 stories to find a way to go into the hotel . BUT FAILED .

I guess that's all ^^ . Overall , i'm already very happy and satisfied :D !!!
Photos now ~ I'm not posting all up , cause i've got 100 over and , i don'twant people to steal and claim they're the ones who took it , so yeah .

Mandarin Oriental !!!

Me Yingquan Yingquan's friend and Xiuf did this :D ! Cause they tricked us , and make us run from entrance to carpark . Carpark to entrance . So we just paste !
S very far from H cause later they cannot open door !

This one can see Key looking at meee !!! But not clear >:( . But atleast i got evidence ! IT'S VERY OBVIOUS HE WAVE TO ME OKAY .

Kay , if you got your way to grab all this photos , grab , but please credit me . Thanks ^^ .
Okayyy ~ 2:17AM already . Dead tired . Going to sleep ^^ . And , my tagboard has been rather entertaining this few days ain't it ? Heheheh . Love the passer . Thanks passer for not replying my question . I guess you're just jealous i get to see SHINee alot ain't you ?
Kay whatever . Annyong !

I'm a happygirl ^^ ~

2010-03-13T11:27:00.002+08:00

Key Nampyon / Agi ~ ! Aigooooo , saranghaeyo . I'm gonna see you later ~ ♡!

Look at my post title ^^ . Yes , i'm a happy happy happy girl . But that doesn't mean i forget easily , i haven't forget lor . (OH! I'm watching Spongebob Squarepants now . Me and Agi Key's love ~ !) Thought about everything last night , ohwell , yeah , sad also no use what right ! So why must i even feel sad !
I hope SHINee Oppas grant my wish and sing Jojo today ~ It'll cheer me up even more :D ! Aigooo , i can't believe i'm gonna see SHINee in a few hours time . And i'm gonna see them L.I.V.E. And it'll be like that 4th or 3rd time i'm gonna see them ! Didn't went to IMM today , cause confirm have no chance , people already queue there from 8+ leh !!! At 6am already have thousands of people ~ Most probably gonna try my luck at IMM tomorrow to see if we can stand outside the Roof Garden anot !!! Or maybe wait at Hotel ~ Weewee ~
Meeting Xiuf @ Tamp first later , then buy things and head to Marina !!! Need to topup card and maybe getting the mag or Nametag , or not getting anything . I'm only left with 30$ . Dad forgot to give me my money . Urghzzzz . Lending from xiuf though , Kamsahamnida ^^ ~ Kaykay , off to complete my fanboard and fanletter ! Annyong ~ Gonna update only on Monday when i come back from airport . Or maybe today if i still can survive after the concert !

(I know you're here reading my blog . And i'm satisfied already ^^ .)

Coffee iscweamz .

2010-03-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hi . I'm very hyper now and i don't know why . Plus , i'm hungry tothemaxxxx . But i can't eat !!! I'll throw up . Wtv , fml :) . Afterall , my stomach has been empty tothemaxx these days although i'm already eating alot . I've got a whole tub of icecream in the fridge waiting for me to eat and freeze myself to death . I got dad to help me get it , cause i'm sad . So i must eat alot alot alot of sweet things ! Gaaaaaaaaa .

I guess i'll never come across your mind anymore >':'( .

2010-03-12T21:54:00.004+08:00

Someone , please save me from all the pain . No one can cure it , no one can fix my broken heart . No one understand how i'm feeling right now . No one can and no one will .
(I wish you're here to read the post and know how i feel . But , i've never crossed your mind , atleast for now , i'll not anymore .)

So , i gave school a miss today cause my eyes are basically swelled and i'm having difficulties in breathing due to something . There's no more secondth , there's no more third for my birthday , basically , no more .
Guess i'm not gonna enjoy my birthday for this year too . Thanks to all the shedding of tears that basically won't help with anything , i made myself sick . Went to the doctors , five different medicine , have to consume 9 tablets . I'm not one who knows to eat tablets . Three times a day , which means 27 tablets a day . If you think it's real cool , try it yourself .
Have been thinking of all sort of nonsense for the whole day , until now , i've not done anything . Slept from 2 plus till 7 plus . Sleeping stops me from thinking about someone . Guess that helps , the only cure .
So what if i remember every single thing you said to me ? So what if i remember every single place we've been to ? So what if you're the first one i made cookies for , the first one i really cared so much for , the first one i spent hours to do a birthday card for , the first one i've watched movie alone with a boy before , the first one i'm willing to take care of , the first person i'll feel sorry for everytime although i did nothing wrong , the first one i've been willing to act so dumb just cause i want you to notice me , the first one i tried my hardest to make things better . So what if the things you do with / for me is your first time for someone too ? So what if i still love you ? So what if it's the first time i had such strong feelings for someone . Escpecially for 6 months plus . So what ? So what is still so what . So what can't change the fact of anything . I guess i'm not meant to have long lasting relationships . Neither am i worth someone to love for a long period of time .
They say people who are single don't have to worry about anything , and are usually the happy ones . But the second i've turned single , i'm not happy at all . Everytime i smile at the messages that you sent me , but once i saw that message , i totally wanted to end my life . I didn't know what to do , what to reply . All i could do was just cry my heart out . You can see the tears falling from my eyes , the moment i saw the message . What else can i do ? I didn't go to school , because i don't want to face you . I was hoping you'd realise that , but i doubt you did . -Sigh- . Goodbye really came as a shock . Annyonghikaseyo boy . Kaseyo's besically cause i'm staying while you're leaaving >:( .
I'm sorry for ranting here . I'm not trying to make anyone pity me if you think it's so . I just need to rant . More ranting @ my tumblr later . You can go take a look if you want to . Or else , yeah .
I've got no mood for the SHINee oppas tomorrow . You tell me how ?! Ottoke >:( ?

6526) It’s weird falling in love with the same person over and over again, no matter what happens ):

I wished you know how much i regretted removing the status in facebook . Cause you didn't bother to remove it at all . I wished it could stay there for a longer time . Sigh .

Best day of my life :D !

2010-03-11T23:25:00.006+08:00

Annyong ^^ ~ I've got a new skin new skin new skin . Edited some of the parts like the title and all , maybe putting up banner :D . God will know if i'm putting it up anot .
Alright , sososo , i went to school today . And it's damn hilarious + weird . I'm like the only sec 2 in the whol bus , and the bus is so so so empty . And alot of people stare at moiz .
Jackie.C damn Zzz tothemaxx in school today canz . Ohwell , whatever . I texted Miao in the morning ^^ . But she never reply :( . I asked her how's she and Mao , but awww .
Assembled in school , went back class , Mrs Milesi came in and asked me and Xiuf to go comp lab , ohohoh , we did painting ! The paint got on my skirt :( . Had to unplug all the computer , the CPU allthat first , then the conversation with Mr Hohoho very funnyz .
Mr Hohoho was the teacher in charge . He on songs from youtube , and i requested Rdd ^^ ! He really on , plus , y'know comp lab have the projector ? Yeahyeah , the one that make the screen super huge , wooooh , he used projector !!! AND I CAN SEE SHINEE PERFORM RDD LIKE SO GOD DAMN BIG . Then played Jojo , Bo Peep and Lachata ! Damn hyper when teacher play all the Kpop songs lorrrrr ~ I even at there dance Bo peep and Rdd . When i see Luna and Amber @ Lachata , i go damn hyperrrr .
Used the comp awhile , when to watch the "Annyeong Pussycat" . Went to show Xiuf , omooooo ~ I see already can meltttttttt .
Slackslackslack . Went to check SHINee's Arrival . They're reaching today , but the time of them reaching is like 2pm-9pm , all the possibilities , like mad only . Plus , they sure leave from VIP Exit lor , so didn't go . But very very very shag when i'm in class >':'( . Conversation with Mr Hohoho here :

Mr Ho : Woah . Your name really Key ? (Cause i wear the Key nametag)
Me : Yeah . Wait , no . Key my boyf , no my husband . No no , he's a korean guy from a Kpop group .
Mr Ho : Oh . Then you call lock la .
Me : Wah , you talk like my mum , she also likethat say !
Mr Ho : Then why you never go camp ?
Me : Allergic to malaysia .
Mr Ho : Really ? I also !
Me : Yeah , ofcourse . I allergic to the air there , cause i got heart problem .
Mr Ho : You from Malaysia ? Or Singapore ?
Me : No . I from Korea .
Mr Ho : Really ?! Wow , how you say Thank you in Korean ?
Me : Kamsahamnida .
Mr Ho : Wow . I'm from India .
Everyone : LOL .

Hahah , seesee , Mr Hohoho believe i'm from Korea ^^ ~ Helped to wash the pails until my whole hand paint . Arghz . Recess at10-11 . 1 hour , bored tothemaxxxx one . Got my peachtea , ate , then went back class . Started doing nonsense . Then i at there write hangul , the rest of the class went to do painting again . Me Xiufang and Fazli in class only . Then one of the teacher came and talk to me , then she walk back to her seat , suddenly she ask me .

Teacher : Are you Korean ?
Me : Yeahhhhh . How you know ?! -Laughing in progress-
Teacher : You sure ?
Me : Yesyes !
Teacher : Oh , okay . -Smile to me- .
(I think there's more to it , but i forgotten . Ps , stm -.- )

Lol . Omfg . Best day of my life , so many people think i'm korean and believe i'm korean lehhhh ^^ . Hyper tothemaxxx one . Rot in class till 1 , finally school dismissed ! Went to mama , got my sweets , then went to Petal . Buy fanboard stuffs , then off to Mac , ate (left 10cents inside wallet . God damn broke) , did fanboard .
I like the new Hot and Spicy shakerfries ^^v . Ohwell , went to Tamp afterthat with Xiuf . She got her phrasebook , saw a Mag with SS501 and SHINee in it . Gonna go get it tomorrow with her too ^^ . It's 8bucks leh mummyz . Another one with only SHINee's 5 bucks , but there's still another with only SS501 and it's 5 bucks too .
In need of money now . I still need money for transport to Marina on Saturday and Cab fare to go back homeeee . Since the concert's only ending at 12 and that kindof suck . And transportation to and fro their hotel and airport for their departure . And maybe their showcase on 14th .
Being a shawol is though !
Alright , byeeeee . It's 12:11 AM now , 1 more day till i see SHINee and 2 more days to secondth . Hwaiting !

Kuriwohaehaehaehaehaeyooooooo >:( .

2010-03-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

Annyong sisters and my dear Distilled Water >:( . All of you are scattered across KL . And me and xiuf's in Sg . Aw . Will miss you all ! Make sure every single one of you comes back in 1 piece . Especially Mao ! Make sure you don't drop my baby at KL kaykay ~ No worries , i'll enjoy myself seeing the SHINee oppas and go crazy fangirling ^^ !
It sucks to stay at home cause it's so bloody boring !@#$%^&*( !!!! Watch videos and sleep for the whole day . No life . Butbut , Key's so cute ! "Annyeong Pussycat ~" Aigoooo , i kept smiling to the screen cause Key's just too cuteeeeee !!! And i just realised Rainbow's from DSP Media . Same company as SS501 and KARA ! I just realised that f(x)'s from SME , same as SHINee ! Andand , i love T-ARA and 2NE1 Sandara Park and Park Bom ! F(x)'s Luna and Amber toooo ^^ ! Aigooo , they're like perfect lorrr .
-Alright , crap much for all .- It's 12:31 AM now , i think Mao and Miao's molesting each other in the hotel . Syaza and Zafrena go crazy thinking of ME . Heh . I'm sure all of them miss me ^^ ! Alright , i think i'm turning in at 1 plus , cause i'm halfway , alright not even halfway writing my fanletter . I only wrote "Annyeong Oppas !" Kaykay , going to school laterrr ~ Cause staying at home is B.O.R.E.D . And mum don't believe i'm really going to school . Going to petal after school to do fanboard with Xiuf , i think petal , if not where else ? Alrightz , me is having headache now and i don't like >:( . And i've been a pig today , slept from 5plus till 9 . Woooooot ~
Alright , byeeeee ~ Now it's just 3 more dayyyys . Loveloveloveyou :D .

I'll say that i'm fine >:(

2010-03-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

Guess it's just a silly song about how i lost you , and your brown eyes .

Hi . I think i'm suffering from serious mental problem . Cause everything seems wrong to me nowadays . -Sigh-
Ohwell , school is school .

Monday .
As usual . Floorball was fab for PE , but tiring ~ I'm happy that i scored a goal , the one and only goal made in the whol game for the whole court for the whole 45 minutes , but i almost tripped over the bench :) . I forgot whatever that happened afterthat . Recess with the usuals . Maths , learnt new chapter again . I know how to do this time :) . English , craziness . Had to do Mindmap in our groups for Essay . Guess what's it about ! Me and Key's romantic dinner , and he proposed to me , and fans attacks me , but he protects me . I know it's nonsense . But i like the Essay ! Lit. , played Tap Tap using Yogaga's Iphoneeeeee ~ Play until neck pain . And , really very fun , i like idiot likethat , have the arrow , must move the thing up , cause i put the phone on table , i will quickly takeup the phone and move it , the phone like going to fly off my hand likethat . Roflmao . Mama with Chowlin after school . Trixy and Naomi joined us afterthat . Went off at 4plus . Studied and everything . I did my homework . Yes , i did .

Tuesday
A rather mundane day . The day totally sucks big time . Got back Geog paper , and i'm happy with my results :) . 25half/35 . I scored 15half/20 for Section C (Y) . English period , going mad with Zafrena Qhairun and Sabirah . Kept telling them about me seeing SHINee and etc . They say i look like Korean and me and Key have couple face :) Andandand Radhiah say me and Key the eyes like same same , very blingggg :D ~ . Happyhappy . All the other lessons are b-o-r-i-n-g . 2E1 , blame me about reminding teacher about Holiday assignment for all you want , i don't care :) . Mama after school . Homed at 3.30 plus ? Mao was talking to Ms Mak afterschool , then i joined in , andandand , Ms Mak say i've become a very goodgirl , i've improved alot , and my results are far better than lastyear's , and she asked me to keep up the good work :D !
Holiday from tomorrow onwards for muah , cause i'm not going to school , neither am i going for camp . But i'm still thinking if i should go to school , cause Li Sen say he'll go if i'm going , so i'll have someone to accompany me . -Hesitating- . Ohwell , i'll miss everyone during the holidays , especially you :) .
Photos up now .

I think you can see . Thanks Mao for the weird names :) .

(Y) . Keep up the goodwork Jojo !

Frena Zaharee (L) ! My dear sexy distilled water partner . Love her ~ ! She's always there for me , thanks for concerning about why i'm likethat in class this few days , especially when i see -ahhem- , i'll ignore -ahhem- :) . Loveyouuuuu , same goes to Syaza !

That'sall . Can't wait to see SHINee ! Key nampyon Taemin Namjachingu Minho Onew Jonghyun Oppa , wait for me alright :D ~ Bias towards Key and Taemin , cause i love love love themmmmm !!! Alright , annyong ^^ ~
SHINEE WAIT FOR ME !!! Taekey loveeeeeee ~ Oppas , Jojo dongsaeng loves you all alright ! Love it when your say "Hana Tul Set !" Geeeez .

Aigooooo ~ Kiyowoooo !!! Saranghae SHINee ! Hwaiting Hwaiting Hwaiting !
(Key Nampyon looks like he's holding on to Purple PSP . If it's really Purple , trust me , i'll go crazy , cause mine's purple !)

Ofcourse , not forgetting . SS501 Oppas !
Jungmin Nampyon tooo ~ Kyujong affair , and the rest my loved Oppas ! Saranghaeeeee ~ SS501 Hwaiting ! Dear Oppas , please come to Singapore quick for your persona concert tour too , i want to see you alllllllll ~ Especially Jungminnnnn !!! -Screams-

사.계.한.

2010-03-07T17:42:00.003+08:00

I want raglan teeeee ~ I WANT I WANT !!!
(Trust me , i will buy .)

Love forever and last forever .
(Addicted to Love Should Go On now . Cause Key rap alotalotalot ! And , i like the beat of the song :D .) Haven't even touch my books . Touched Maths only . Ottoke ?! I need to study . But having major headache + feel like puking now . OTTOKE OTTOKE .

Solitary .

2010-03-06T13:50:00.003+08:00

(via thatgirlnextdoor .)

I . hope . so . Kuriwohaeyo -sighs- .
Tumblr's my love now . Click on the tumblr .

그리워해요 :( .

2010-03-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Khiatong Me Mao . (Credits : Zafrena!)

안녕히세요 ^^ ! Ohoh , my blogpost title and the Annyeonghaseyo is i type out myself one okay :D !!!! Woowoowoowoo ~ But quite hard , cause i need to keep referring to my notepad for what alphabet is what stroke . !@#$%^&*( . But worth it leh :D . Ohwell , thankyou Jaslyn ! Thanks for teaching me ^^ !!! 감사합니다 ! Kaykay , enough of all the Hangul . Yes , i'm back :D . But after this , i'll be away for another 7 days . So must miss me okay !
I'll start talking about yesterday and today then .

Thursday , 4th .
Wokeup , pack things , prepare , off to school . The day seems so weird .
Wholde day in school was like free period . Geog , shawa’s not here again . Free period , although we’re supposed to do the newspaper article thing , but , I never do the whole thing from the start , so yeah , kindof slept in class and crapped . English , doing art all the way and answering teacher’s question when I don’t know what’s she talking about at all . Recess , mixed rice :D . Art , Mrs Milesi wasn’t here , handed in research , since she’s not here , thumbnails and all don’t have to be handed in . Woohoo ~ But it’s due on Monday , better than nothing . I hate Khiatong ~ Xiufang Mao Xinmiao take him , I don’t want already -Inside joke- . Music , new teacher , gaaaaa , I don’t like hao bu hao . D&T , had test , goodness gracious , I know how to do :D !!! Rare sight . Well , thanks Miao for the sodering iron + PrintedCircuitBoard answer . Lisen owe me peachtea too ! Cause I gave him the answers ~ Teacher not bias for that once only ^^ . After test , for 30 minutes , Qhairun telling me about 2PM and how sad she’s , aw , cheerup ! I support Jay too ~
CME became PW , cause we missed it on Wednesday , I wasn’t in school that day though . PW = fuckedup . Mama after school . Headed to tamp afterthat , went to CC with Yingquan and Xiufang . Got our things then went home . I spent 30$ in CC , T^T . But all worth it , cause I got all the things I want . Key and Jungmin nametag ! I want to get Key in hangul the nametag too . Although it’s Suju’s Kibum , I don’t care , cause to me it’s Key can already ^^ ~ When going to interchange , we saw the One Dollar auntie !!! The one on Singapore Gaga , but she not singing Hello One Dollar L . Home , bath and everything . Decorated my room wall as I was bored . Decorate until the wall is totally SHINee + SS501 !!! I only have 1 Key individual photo on it L . Blinged the bottom of my phone too , 1 line of it only . Do until eyes damn pain . Studied , turned in at 11 .

Friday , 5th
Super wornout today , everywhere I go , all I want to do is SLEEP .
Chinese turned into Malay Conversational thing for the trip to Malacca , ohwell , I’m not going too . Khiatong and Rachel went up , woooooootz . I know Xiufang Mao and Miao all jealous right !!! We won , oh , so what . Recess , still need go back to class wait for Mrs Milesi . 2e2 came , and the boys made a damn mess of our class , spill greentea !@#$%^&*( . Wtf . Anyw , thanks haziq for cleaning it up :D . Decided to stay in class . Me = good girl . I studied my Science in class , more like copy , but atleast I did it when I don’t have to hand in right . One of the teacher came up , poor Mao and Miao got caught . Me and xiuf hide under table , damn retard , I almost laughed my ass off . ALMOST . Went out to find Yoga cause he inside toilet , walked around the school then chiong back to class cause we’re late . Lol . History , boringggg ~ But I super hyper and I don’t know why too , kept dancing Gee and Again and Again . Andreakoh thinks I’m mad :D . Maths , yayyyyye . I understand the new thing we’re learning ~ !!! Science , I paid full attention in class okayokayokay ~ Weetweetweet . And , I NEVER FAIL MY SCIENCE LA . I got 27/40 ^^ ~ I love myself . Learned new chapter for science again , atoms ftw . I can remember the notes in my brain , and I actually know the periodic table okay , I know the element is what . Like Magnesium Calcium , all I can remember ! So happy please ~ Now I love science . Mama after school . Went home after eating . Here i am now then .

Photos now . I'm so glad i have SHINee and SS501 to accompany me every moment i wakeup . Hahah . You'll know why soon ^^ ~

This is the reason why i sit down at my bed for 15 minutes , stone , and stare at the wall , then go prepare for school .

KEY :D !!!!

Jungmin :D !!!!

I blinged moiz phone !

Bored . So made heartshape bling on Artpencils cover ~

Geeez . I'm addicted to Forever or Never now ~ Aaaahahhhahhhahhlaaa ~ Ahhhahhahhhahhlaaa ~ ! Woowoo . SHINee's Showcase :( . Ottokeeeeee ~
That'sall , byeeee . I'm sad now .

Take a break . Have a kit kat (?) .

2010-03-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

MISSING.IN.ACTION.Y.E.S.

I need a break . I need a break . I have to buckup on my studies . Therefore , i'm on MIA . The best way ever to solve all problems . MIA . I know , i know , i foil all my MIA plans , but , i guess it's different now . Cause , i got mum to lock my laptop , with her own password . And , i asked her to keep it , instead of me keeping it myself . So , this time , it'll be a major success . I'm sorry readers . But , i'll try my best to post on every Sunday . Only on Sundays though . The rest of the days will be for studying . I decided to aim for Art Amaths Poa or Bio . Either two , so yeah , gotta work hard . Can't fail math ! Ohwell , if there's anything important you have to tell me .
Text or call me . Talk to me personally in school . Don't have my number . Ohwell , forget it , tag me , i'll try to answer asap . You can find me on facebook too . But , i'll definitely be active for next week when they whole sec two's our for their pathetic camp . Cut the crap . Yes , i'm on MIA . And , updates will be on my twitter . Just go to my profile place , my twitter's there , just click on the follow me . Bookmark it if you want to , cause it'll be hell troublesome for you to keep going into my profile just for twitter . That'sall . Bye alll . May god bless you :) .

I'M A GOODGIRL OKAY . ROFLMAOZ .

2010-03-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hi , i got a 24 for my Chinese ^^ !!! Not sure if it's over 50 or 40 . But , i'll just assume that i failed by 1 mark ~ Cause Mum says i'm a goodgirl and i've improved alot ~ I used to cheat for tests , and still fail them , and when i cheat , i get shyt results , like 9/50 . Hahah . This time , i never cheat okay ! I got a 24/50 , i guess . So happy happy happy ~
Ohwell , mum did not reprimand me for failing maths and science too . Cause she know i tried my best :D . And she know i did study like !@#$%^&*( , so she just asked me to try harder the next time :D . Weeweewee , i know you're jealous my mum so good right !
Hahah . Kwhatever . Byeeee . Gonna do my Art art art art art !

Chonun apun kurigo chuwoyo :( !

2010-03-03T13:32:00.003+08:00

Expired . This was last month's .

Annyong ^^ ~ I'm glad that i don't have to go to school today , cause i don't have to face all the sickening papers with all my shyt results ! Ohwell , stink , i've got to face them one day too . Forget it . Staying at home is hell , or maybe heaven . Blah , whatever . I've got nothing to post . Nothing at all . Kay , i'm glad i'm not in school yesterday too . Cause , Mr Toh came into our class , and our FP . Free period , aka , English , has become so not free . Cause the class is quiet , and it's weirddd and it's weirder , cause i'm not in class . I'm usually one of them who listen to music , my accomplice , Xinmiao and Xiufang .
Okay kay kay , i still don'tknow how to tell mum about my results x.x . Geez , forget it forget it . I feel like changing my blogskin . Idk . Bye .
I hope i do well for my Chinese Geog History and others . D&T = no hope . Art = (Y) . I scored an A , i guess ^^ . Maths = (N) Science = Still have hope , cause i scored well for classtest :D . I'll worry about the rest next time . Byeeeeee ~
(And , so many people calling me baby on my tagboard ! Gosh , okay la , actually only 2 . Hahah .)

Total bullshit .

2010-03-02T15:32:00.004+08:00

Study like shyt , results also like shyt . I might as well not study . Fuck .
Don't tell me how much better your result is compared to mine . I know you're clever . I'm just not born for studying . Get it ? I've gotten enough of you and your boasting .
So what if you're better than me ? Atleast i tried . I used my own abilities . I don't need tutors , not like you .
FML .

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Thanks Weisuen and love :) . Thanks . Well , Jovinalimshuhui , stop feeling discouraged / whatsoever , it's not like you've never failed your maths or science before , it's just that it's worser this time . Look on the brighter side , atleast i've tried my best . I've even exceeded the amount of effort i should be putting in . Guess it's just that i've made myself so damn wornout , thatswhy i get shyt results . Ohwell , i'll just do better next time :D . -YES , THAT'S THE RIGHT ATTITUDE BABY .-

Mushi mushi hey .

2010-03-01T20:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Justinbieber :D !

Ohwell ~ Damn lethargic now , i can dance fainting dong anytime . I know alot of people don'tknow what is fainting dong . Well , it's ring ding dong , but it's fainting one :> . SHINee fans will know ! Listening to XFM now , RDD / Jojo kuai dian kuai dian !!!
Kaykay , PE was fun today ! Floorball ftw :D . But , it kinda sucks too , head damn pain . Now still pain , urghz . I need to see doctor laaaaaaaaaa ~ Geegeegeegee . After PE = tired like total shyt . No energy to walk up the stairs man . Arghz . Had Chinese test afterthat . Can die please . Already so tired , tired like !@#$%^&*( already , so i just used 15 minutes to write the whole paper , anyhow bomb . The rest of the time left = sleep ! I start late , but i think i do finish first lor . (Y) . Changed then had Porridge for Recess ! Late assemble after recess , did jumpingjacks on stage (N) . Damn paiseh please . Ohwell , i stand at the very back , no one can see me :D .
Stomachache alltheway , cause of bloody bitch . !@#$%^&*( . Maths , problemsums problemsums = (Y) . English , slack again . Wanted to sleep , but couldn't fall asleep . Listen to music , take photo , crap . Ooops , i made someone's phone the things get deleted . Choesonghamnida :( ! WHO ASK YOU DON'T WANT OPEN YOUR PHONE CODE FOR ME HUH . -Evil laugh- . Literature , got back testpaper . SERIOUSLY DAMN HIGH . I PASSED . 13/25 . Passed by halfmark , got my paper , shout and scream , jump super high , run run run , pom on the floor . Then i was like "Ouch . Butt pain ." All the distilledwater laughed at me ! They all think i sotplug already :D . Roflmaoz . Thinking about it , i'm really stupid ~
Nair say that our class people can be happy cause of all this , even pass by halfmark also can so happy . Everyone started to sobsobsob . Lol . But i at there make my calculator . Whole lesson making calculator clean .
After school = Hyper tothemaxxx . Mama till 3plus . Have blackpepper today :D !!! Tianhui Chowlin Me damn happy , hahah . Seriously damn joker when at mama , damn funny ! Laughed until stomach pain like !@#$%^&*( . Done everything , then here i am .
I think i'm not going to school tomorrow ~ Damn sick nowz :( . Ah!@#$%^&*( . Posting up today's photo up . Going to rest afterthat , i think , nope , i have to study , idk :( :( :( .

Once again , Happy Birthday ^^ !
Must last long long long with Chunlei okay ! Cannot let her down ! Your last for so many months already y'know ! Roflmaoz . This part of the post is specially for ~~Lim~~Chunlei Bieber !
Bieber Fighting !

Geeeeeee .

2010-02-28T20:59:00.005+08:00

Last day of CNY T^T !

No more money's going to roll in anymore . No more . Ahhhhhhhhh ~ Forget it , i still have 40+$ , but i have to save for SHINee and Kpop stuffs ~ Geeeeez . Oh well , atleast i'm happy on the last day of CNY . Not that , cause i feel damn uncomfortable , cause of some reasons , and it seriously disgust me . Ew . Oh well well well , it's not that bad though :D . Currently uploading birthday celebration photos up on fb as promised .
Filled my empty stomach ! Now it's like going to burst already , my tummy feels like a balloon now , it's like filled with helium and it can explode / fly up the sky at any time ! Who cares ~
I had my fill . Kimchi + Chicken marinated with Korean sauce = (Y) .
All my relatives followed the way i eat , using cabbage wrap with kimchi + chicken . Wooohoo , fab ! Plus , i had kinder sticks after the meal ! Had eggtart too ~ Now i'm seriously damn full . But i still want those kindersticks !!! Gaaaaaaaa , there's school + training tomorrow :D !!!
Training ftw (Y) !

Lee Taemin shi wo de .

2010-02-28T16:07:00.005+08:00

Leetaemin's my boy ! Get it :D ?

He's my boy my boy my boy my boy .

Taekey love ~
I know Key's alittle unglam in the last picture plox , but i don't care ^^ . And , that mic's made my Tae , given to Key . My boys :D !
(Oops . I cried while watching the above video ~ Cause i miss SHINee Key and Tae :( . Goddd , it's okay , i'm gonna see them in 13 days . Maybe 10 :D ! )